Regular poetry thread
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Regular poetry thread
Regular poetry thread (because I'm tired of not editing my poems)
This is exactly what it sounds like! A thread to post poetry. I'm excited to read all of your work!
submitted by Bluebird
(April 30, 2017 - 8:51 pm)
(April 30, 2017 - 8:51 pm)
I fell down the well
A long, long time ago
So long ago I can't remember not being in the well.
There's these slick brick walls
Caked in darkness and grime
And there's me
In the water, barely floating
And then there's the pinprick of light at the top.
I am always looking up
But it's been so long my eyes no longer register the light
People always says there's light at the end of the tunnel
But this is a tunnel in which there is no progress,
I am always stuck at the bottom.
The well is just too wide for me to use the sides to climb
And I'm much too tired anyway
And really it doesn't seem that bad, actually.
It's dark and quiet and cool
And spending forever here isn't too unbearable.
I fell down the well
A long, long time ago
So long ago I can't remember not being in the well.
It's blindingly dim and deafening silent and so, so cold
But I could spend the rest of my life here
Because I have no other choice.
Yes, my skin is rotting on my broken bones and coming off in clumps,
My eyes are hollow sockets
But beggars can't be choosers,
And what did you expect to find at the bottom of a well?
One day (not that days matter at the bottom of a well)
There was a voice.
I first found the voice annoying,
Coming from the top of the well
And asking if I was alright
Just like all the others.
Do I look alright to you? I'm a decaying mess,
But I humoured the voice
And unbeknownst to me it took a liking to me.
Some voices do, but they pass soon enough
Get bored and tired and leave me here
Broken and all alone
Again.
So I humoured it, day after day
Although I can't tell the difference,
Thinking it strange how long this voice had been there.
The only thing that passed the time
Was the voice, and when the voice slept at night.
I came to dislike the nights as they fell,
But I wouldn't admit that to the voice.
One day I asked the voice why it was still there,
Because I love you, it said
I laughed, but it was serious.
How could you possibly love a corpse like me?
Why?
It was quiet for a long time and I thought I angered the voice,
I was alone again, but that was okay
Before the voice spoke again.
I just do. Do I need a reason?
No, I suppose not, but you deserve better.
Don't say that.
Why? It's true.
It was quiet for a long time again, so night must have fallen.
The voice still came back every day.
I would ask questions I thought would make it turn its back,
But it still returned, no matter what we said.
Whenever I asked why, it would give the same response:
Because I love you.
I never understood why.
One day (days had come to matter, even at the bottom of the well)
When I was almost gone
The voice quietly said it wanted to fall down a well too.
Don't say that.
Don't leave me then, please. I'm scared.
I sighed.
I don't know what to do, but I'm scared. I don't want you to go.
My heart may have stopped long ago, but it still broke at their words.
I'm sorry.
Don't be sorry.
I'm sorry you're scared. I'm sorry I can't make you feel happy and safe.
(As happy and safe as you make me feel every day.)
You make me happy and you make me feel safe.
Then why do you keep saying you're scared?
It was quiet again.
Good-night.
I haven't heard the voice since.
(November 1, 2024 - 9:10 pm)
suuuper abstract but its Something.. ++ i haven't been on the CB in like 3 years so the formatting might be weird because i forgot how this works ++ i don't have the energy to edit this so i'm just going to leave it here :/
untitled no.4
sometimes i like to picture my brain as an
olympic-sized swimming pool, discarded ideas floating like
pond scum, coughdrop wrappers drifting, their
endless ripples reaching out into the gloom
the weeds at the bottom have grown into the concrete,
moving & twisting slower than the tectonic plates,
something monumentally important for all the wrong reasons
swarmed by tiny fish with no pupils and flaking scales
the color of bruised apples, their human teeth
gnawing on the Other Things caught in the weeds,
abandoned, unimportant moments
long fallen into nostalgia, days like
- september 12th, buried in a sagging couch
smelling of bug repellent and diet coke, 3pm,
heavy eyes awaiting the fate of the universe
- july 4th, cheesecake with melting whipped cream,
fireworks over salt water, cat hair and the
indiscribable quality of rotting wood that whispers
you'll be like this too, some day
- may 10th, driving back from the mall, an itchy
tag on the back of my neck, a sense of borrowed unfulfillment
when i look over to see you slumped against the seatbelt
- august 28th, shaky breathing, a broken red pen,
headphones on but silent, the truth
spelled out in spidery, barely legible letters
safeguarded in a cheap diary from the 3rd grade book fair
some things too secret to remember.
(November 3, 2024 - 1:59 am)
(November 3, 2024 - 3:34 am)
I don't need a house, the forest and fields are my home.
I don't need a roof over my head, the stars are my ceiling.
I don't need a floor, the moss is my comfort.
I don't need fancy clothes, the sun and moon outfit me perfectly.
I don't need adventures, books keep me on my toes.
I don't need TV, the stories in my head are enough.
I... don't need friends, I have OC's to talk to.
I don't need socialization, the trees are great conversationalists.
I don't need shoes, the dirt is cushion enough for my feet.
I don't need a lot of things, but I still have them, and I'm grateful.
What more could I want?
(November 3, 2024 - 11:30 am)