Regular poetry thread
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Regular poetry thread
Regular poetry thread (because I'm tired of not editing my poems)
This is exactly what it sounds like! A thread to post poetry. I'm excited to read all of your work!
submitted by Bluebird
(April 30, 2017 - 8:51 pm)
(April 30, 2017 - 8:51 pm)
i think my worries are the holes in the ceiling
that peek through to the abyss
growing, ever-growing; black hole opens in the drywall and
sucks away my soul
my sleep paralysis demon is a region of spacetime-
but i suppose i’m too much of a coward to help myself even when
everyone says my solution is a phd in psychology
that sits on a brown leather couch and fake-smiles
but it’s okay, because it’s a collaboration. and it’s for me.
and really, i always wanted to be interrogated about my life,
how did you know?
and it’s funny, because you don’t.
you love a cardboard cutout of my sanity, of what’s safe and
i’m so fricking tired of being safe
(and you’re so fricking tired of me)
and can’t we please just pretend you care? can’t we pretend you listen?
so that someday when you actually do,
it might not be too late?
before this endless vacuum of space seeps in through the cracks,
before i suffocate from the duct tape wrapped around my ribs,
before someone else realizes
that cardboard can’t hold up a roof.
can’t you just pretend to love me?
(October 2, 2024 - 11:20 pm)
I'm sorry :(
*hugs*
Sadly very relatable...
(October 4, 2024 - 1:08 am)
ahh thanks Jay. I'm sorry it's relatable...
(October 4, 2024 - 2:57 pm)
You say I'm a diamond in the rough
Like the one on the band on your ring finger
I laugh because carved glass must look so similar
To an untrained eye,
One of the most durable and most fragile materials look like the same thing
At a first glance
But who ever gives more than that first cursory glance?
I know, not many, that's the only reason I've made it this far.
You say my heart is made of diamond,
So strong, so fierce and that I make you feel safe
I wonder how you'll feel when you realise it's actually glass
Just like I've been trying to tell you all this time.
(October 8, 2024 - 4:21 pm)
we think we believe in
clocks until
time is tripping
through our fingers
no numbers can explain
why the world pauses in
its rotation to watch her
knee brush mine
why minutes crumble beneath
my feet like dried leaves
as the countdown begins
don't put a limit on my ending
it will duck away
slippery like soap and seconds
like the curl of her lips
picture a grasshopper
a ladybug
let the finale evade our grasp
flit from our hands
it's sweeter that way
when it taps me on the shoulder
I'll only think to stare into its eyes
rather than hers.
(October 8, 2024 - 9:57 pm)
It’s written in the stars,
Our fates
They say
And when I look into that speckled void
Disaster is what I see:
A shattered heart, a broken wing
A pair of crumbling souls no longer able to sing.
I am the bull, and you the twins
Though it should be reverse, the truth remains that no one wins.
Easily frightened and flighty,
Full of passion and motion, thrill, fear, and anxiety
Fluid, flirty, ever on the move
Projecting warmth, but ever-afraid of finding true love
Is me.
Meanwhile you are strength, fortitude
A solid castle, the fort to be sought when trouble’s brewed
A stalwart, gentle king you are
Always willing to search the land for your love, wide and far
You're free
From the monsters that tear me up inside,
You'll never quite understand, although kind
I am utterly undeserving of your affection
Of your mirth, your love, your attention.
I stumble
Where you stand strong
And I fear we'll never last for long.
~~~~~
I wrote this earlier this week, but didn't post because it didn't feel finished. :/ I just added the last stanza to make it fit with the theme of "stumble" for the poetry contest, and I guess I kinda wraps up better?
(October 11, 2024 - 5:19 pm)
sometimes i wonder how i will make it through the next 3 years
1064 more family dinners
12 more haircuts and the 60 days of crying it’ll take to set them up,
plus asking 360 times to even have that conversation
believing there’s something wrong with me for 1532160 more minutes,
wishing i was someone else for what feels like ∞
living as myself for 0 if i’m still too much of a coward
in the 91929600 seconds i have to decide
waking up 1063 more times
if i’m lucky
and i’m so, so lucky
to have the time to know i have no right to feel bad for over 25536 more hours before
saying goodbye 1 time and for all
and then i will be my own person and
really, nothing will change. and i shouldn’t even hope,
for what is the point of getting through every one of those
1064 days 25536 hours 1532160 minutes 91929600 seconds
if i’ll keep counting afterward?
i don’t know.
but i guess at the end i can look back and wonder
why i didn’t treasure my time more,
why i bother being depressed when the sun is shining,
and why i’m so broken.
fractured into countless shards and i sit here, trying to pick up the pieces,
labeling each one oh-so-carefully
as if some part of me actually mattered.
1, 2, 3, 4…
(October 15, 2024 - 4:27 pm)
I'm sorry that it's like this, but it makes for a powerful poem. The obsession with countdowns and counting and waiting for a time that will not be what you think it is is very potent and relatable, I find personally.
(October 17, 2024 - 6:23 am)
I know what Euridice meant
When she said all she wanted was to fall asleep,
Close her eyes and disappear like a petal on a stream,
A feather on the air
I know what Euridice meant about the cold
It hurts so much
So gods darn much
And tires you out in a way that you can feel the life draining from you
Like you're already one foot in the Underworld
But the Bright ones keep trying to pull you back
And it's hard not to resent them
For being so bright
For hurting you so by thawing your fingers with kisses
Before letting them freeze all over again.
They don't understand what it's like to be hungry
To be out all alone in the cold.
But it's also so hard not to fall in love with their radiance
With that sweet, biting warmth of hope.
It hurts so much when you're let into the light
But it only gets better
So tantalisingly much better
Until you remember that Night falls at the end of every day
And it's your turn to be Persephone
Returning to your own personal Hadestown, Sisyphean
A place that's yours, but you've grown to hate
For it becomes a smothering heat,
A mechanical, fossil-fueled light
And you know that soon it'll end,
The winds will blow once more
And you'll be back into the cold
The anticipation is so thick that you almost want the cold,
Just for the aching wait to end;
For your love is busy
Composing his song to save the world
A world he knows so little of
And you are on your own, all alone
Because trust is such a fragile, brittle thing.
When it comes down to it he’ll look back, wondering
And you don't have time for that
Because in your world, the past has already passed
And you have to start walking,
There's no looking back.
(October 16, 2024 - 1:50 pm)
mood. wow! this metaphor is amazing. ahhh Jayyyy I'm sorry *hugs*
(October 16, 2024 - 5:06 pm)
I'm sorry this is a mood, but thank you for the compliments.
Much of it is very physical for me, so I feel you overpraise, though; like, the cold is very real to me, and so are Euridice's feelings, and so is the warmth that comes with the Bright ones, and the feeling of abandonment and ruthlessness when you realise that you're not the centre of their world the way they are yours (they are the one and only sun, and you are just another shadow they cast, despite what they might say), so you'll just have to move on like everything's fine when everything is so far from it.
(October 17, 2024 - 6:31 am)
RYHME, HAIKU, RYHME
(October 17, 2024 - 10:27 am)
You're the haiku possum!!! :D
(October 17, 2024 - 4:17 pm)
-Half full, half empty
(October 17, 2024 - 10:28 am)
Idk why but my first thought was that this would be a rad Kpop concept. Very teen energy (that's a good thing in this context).
(October 17, 2024 - 4:23 pm)