CBversary!!!!
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CBversary!!!!
CBversary!!!!
Hi! Andd you can already tell this is gonna be one... long... post :P
So it's my CBversary!!!!!! Which means I've been on here for one whole year now!!!! Which is so sorta crazy for me to think about... but anyways. I'm actually not sure if this post goes on DtE or somewhere else, but I'm just gonna do DtE. :D
It goes without saying (so I'm gonna say it >:D) that I love all you lizards, so much. Thank you so much for making me laugh every day with your ingenuity and creativity (okay, and chaotic nature ;) ), for making me look at the world with wonder and awe with your brilliance and awesomeness, for lifting me up whenever I feel down -- all of you are so supportive and kind and loving and caring and please never change <3 and please remember that no matter what, you are valid, and we love you SOOOOO much *your favorite treat and virtual hugs if wanted and sending all the love your way love y'all (/p)*
The CB is such an amazing gem and thank you so much to the admins and webmaster and everyone else involved (and Cricket magazine) for making it happen!!!! Seriously, you all are amazing!
I'm gonna say thank you again (to CBers and admins) for putting up with my lonnnnnggggg, 90% tangential posts, and my twice as long rants about my squish, then my crush, then whenever I felt lonely and frustrated; thank you for being there and listening (and especially helping me through my first year at a new school where I knew nobody in my grade) and reading my -- I was going to say monstrosities but I suddenly feel bad about saying that after watching Nimona. Speaking of, you all should totally watch Nimona!!!! I admit I went into it thinking, pfft, it couldn't possibly be better than the book!, but it was maybe better than the book (though keep in mind I read the book a little less than a year ago), and if not, at least just as good!!!!
Anyways. Where was I? Oh yeah, rants. Wait, tangential rants!!!! I just went into a tangential rant!!!! I just proved my point by coincidence!!!! :DDDDD <--- idk why I'm so excited about this I just am.
anyways. Thank you for putting up with my over-fondness of words. And parentheses. And everything in general. Really, also thank you to all my teachers over the years who put up with that and told me to change and learn to write shorter essays. I'm (sorta) sorry to say that at this point, it's all just getting longer >:D
oh and thank you for humbling me because everyone around me is always like "you're the best at poetry and writing and stuff!!!" and I'm always winning all these awards and I started believing it and then I stumble across y'all masters of the written word and I'm like... woah. (in a good way though!!! It's like... idk how to say this without sounding cheesy, but such an honor to read everyone's work??? It's amazing)
This is already super long, so I'm just going to say thank you for introducing me to:
- the lgbtqiap+ community (idk how I missed all the Pride flags on top of like every single building and in every single store and on all the flagpoles in all the parks and more (like seriously, every single flagpole I looked at, there was a Pride flag!!!! It was awesome!! Except for yesterday I was at a gas station and they just had the American flag on the pole... but besides that!!!) these past years during Pride month (or how I missed that spoilers for PJO & HoO Nico was gay even though I read all the books a million times over... :/). Also Sofia by Clairo was literally playing at the department store I will keep saying that on here because that was awesome!!!)
- some of my favorite music artists: mxmtoon (my favorite artist ever I've never really had that before :0), Lyn Lapid (Peri), AJR, KC Katalbas (pangolin), The Lightning Thief Musical that counts >:D (Rainbow), Martina McBride (Poinsettia), Lisa McHugh (Amethyst), Jenny Nuo, I'll stop now but there are a ton more (and this isn't counting songs like Hidden in the Sand/Spring and a Storm (Lord Entropy) and Re: Your Brains and Ep 4. Important (Phoenix Tears?) and Sofia (Peri) and Rain in Soho/Sudden Oak Death (LE again) and Wonderland and Derniere Danse (indirectly by Poinsettia?) and Sonata no. 16 K545 1st movement in C Major (Sine) and Leonard Cohen (Peri/pangolin?) and pam pam pam/Cinnamon/Matches (all pangolin again <3) and theme of really cool bird and I really have to stop--)
- sea sheep and snakes in hats and Cupcake and Muffin (*squeals*) (all Darkvine), dino comics and blow-dried cows (both Hex), prob more stuff I'm not remembering rn
- some of my favorite books/authors: The Hawk's Way (Peregrine Falcon), HPMoR & UNSONG & The Etymologicon (concept and preview at least since I still haven't found it irl :/) & The Way of Kings (all Hex <3), Molly Knox Ostertag and ND Stevenson (got their autographs!!!), On A Sunbeam (my comfort read <3), prob more I'm forgetting right now
- some of my favorite TV shows: The Owl House (my favorite TV show) and Amphibia (just Anne is annoying hoping for a (larger) character arc; Hex)
- NaNoWriMo (and thank you again for keeping me regularly writing with contests and RPs and my ski lodge)
- being INFP-t, because reading all those paragraphs that describe me in every sentence was idk so validating?? (especially seeing "self-isolating" as a personality trait lol) like I already knew I felt those ways but I didn't know that was actually... a thing?? Idk.
- Jellycats!!! (Blackfooted Bobcat) Mer and Gian Furlough Acorn Harlowe and hua... :DDDD
- that awesome scrumble recipe Seadragon gave me a while ago
- using "XD" and "lol" and ":/" and ":p" and ":P" and ">:)" and ":0" and "o_O" and I would go on...
Anyways. Yeah. CBversary. Long posts. That's me :D
I might do something else to celebrate but for now I'm open for Q&A :) and also I'll compliment anyone who posts on this thread because I super want to compliment and thank everyone now but... yeah :P long posts.
(June 22, 2024 - 1:51 pm)
I'll post more later but yes, I do have a ski lodge, here's the link: http://www.cricketmagkids.com/chatterbox/puddingsplace/node/554754 like Silver said, it's on the 2nd page of PP rn, which is probably my signal to go post something and bring it back up... also it's not really that great haha 'cuz like I started out with a plot but then as I write I keep impulsively throwing things into the story that are definitely not a part of the plot and then to try to make some semblance of a plot again I try to do all these things that just complicate stuff further and I really have no idea what I'm doing especially 'cuz most of my writing sessions are at like 11:27 at night when I can barely keep my eyes open and am just typing whatever and... yeah. Also I think I had a rant about how my family didn't seem to really appreciate my sense of humor; please disregard that. I talked to them about it, and it was really just my brother who can get sort of selfish sometimes... I stick to my theory that video games ruined him. >:( I think I still have a terrible sense of humor, but I own that now :)
*gasppp* no way Feiya says PIGXD lol I totally agree I love pigs they're so adorable and hilarious (idk why they make me laugh they just do :DDDD)!!!!
(July 9, 2024 - 1:02 pm)
Ok, I understand :) it does sound really horrible though... :/ honestly, sometimes I just don't get people ://
hmm yeah thank you... I have talked to them about some other things, and they seem pretty open to that (I mean it took time but yeah), so I'll try to talk to them about this... idk, I think they're just worried about how I'm gonna survive in the world if I don't even want to talk to anyone lol... but yeah, thank you for the advice, and I'll bring it up next time it comes up (it almost definitely will with the approaching school year...) :) I think it might go better this time because someone from my old school is transferring to my new school and we're not really friends, but he's nice, and I'm good with talking to him so probably my socialization of the year will be him, An, and some other people (probably AKA one person who I'm not really friends with but is super nice and we're friendly)... plus I'm planning to start a "book club", so that's at least way more socializing than last year...? :D just sometimes I wonder why you have to be so extroverted to survive in this world/society :/
I'm not... uh... the best at staying calm when I'm talking to them... especially because sometimes I get so introverted to the point where I just want my peace and quiet and mental/physical space and if someone even says "hi" to me I'll get super frustrated because I am trying to be alone here, but I mean that's a good point... so um I'll try to breathe when I have to and speak calmly and sing songs in my head (idk that helps me)... the other thing is when I'm talking to people I'm bad at having conversations (I love the CB partly because I have time to think of a good thing to say, versus irl, where I'm just there floundering in the conversation haha 'cuz idk my brain is weird), so when I'm talking to them, it's hard to express myself fully, but idk I've been researching so I think it'll be okay...? Anyways, thank you again BB, hope things getting are better on your end </3
also, I do not take back calling you sweet >:) you are definitely sweet (at least on here). Sweet in my mind means caring (okay when you look it up it says delightful but same thing) and you are literally one of the most caring people I know and you are amazing :DD
Yesss star boba ahhh!!! I will be waiting :DD
and I did do some drawings with value... but I forgot where I put them.... bc I'm just disorganized like that... uhh. But thank you for the tip! And yeah I really think I'm forgetting some other responses in here... uhh... but on another note, there are currently guinea pigs in our house, and they're sooo cuteee!!!! :D
(July 13, 2024 - 12:23 pm)
Oh my goodness I missed this during my hiatus!! I know this is superrr late but HAPPY CBVERSARY CELINE!!! I cannot believe it's been only one year, I swear you've been here wayyy longer than that. It feels like you've always been an integral part of the CB, if that makes sense. I second whoever recced Gravity Falls, I think you'll LOVE it, it's one of the best tv shows ever. I love mxmtoon and the lightning thief musical- I'd reccomend Chappell Roan (although I'm sure someone has already) and brat by Charliexcx (which is a very aquired taste but I'm currently obsessed w it so). I'm always in awe of how often you post your writing, esp on the poetry contest thread and your ski lodge. I love reading thru your tangents, it kind of feels like I'm following your thought process which is so fun and unique. I can always count on you to be a warm and comforting presence and I'm sooo glad that you found your way here!! Anyway happy happy CBvesary and I hope there's many more to come!!!! <3333
(July 8, 2024 - 7:56 am)
I KNOW how has it only been 1 year??
(July 8, 2024 - 9:05 am)
This is another long post so I have to cut it in half again XD
haha it's fine I just got back from hiatus too :) but thank you!!! And Ikrrr, I can't believe it either!! ~time~: it's weird. Ahhh, thank you!! Yess, I have to find time later on to watch Gravity Falls!! I think I watched it during covid and remember really liking it?? But also, I don't really remember a lot about what happened during covid. Dipper and... Maybell?? And... uhh... a crazy scientist Grandpa?? Wait... Uncle?? And a burger place. I think. But caves and portals, definitely caves and portals! ...yeah I really have to watch/rewatch it... yesss, mxmtoon and TLT!!! And WAIT no way I just got back from summer camp and everyone was talking about BRAT by Charlixcx like we were playing Heads Up! on someone's phone and in one of the categories it was Charlixcx and then everyone (including the counselor) started shouting BRAT!!!! and singing and stuff, and then later we were having a water balloon fight and my counselor just took a water balloon and wrote "brat" on it and some of the counselors were so confused they were like "why does your balloon have 'brat' written on it???" XD
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but anyways. I listened to 360, and it was pretty good!! I didn't get a lot of the song though honestly, but like the whole scene before and after were pretty funny! And ohhh my summer camp loves Chapell Roan too!!! Peri had recommended Good Luck, Babe! right before I left and then when I got there we had a dance party (my summer camp has a lot of dance parties :D) and they were literally playing Good Luck, Babe! and so we were all belting out the lyrics and dancing along it was awesome!!!
my ski lodge... yeahh. Um so what happens with that is I forget um that it exists every month and then I'm like, "oh no it's been three weeks and I haven't even written a word for my ski lodge yet!" and I panic and then it's always like 11:27pm or something when I remember so I have a frantic midnight sprint where I can barely keep my eyes open and am just huddled in my bed bending over my phone and then I'm like "I'm too tired rn to even try to make this part tie into the plot" so then I just post and go to sleep and when I wake up I'm like "ahh yess I typed a part for my ski lodge now time to forget it exists for another three weeks!!" You know, I just realized I really should write a part now instead of waiting for midnight as I do each time, but... nah. I mean, if it feels like I'm posting consistently when I do that, then... yay? :D it works Ig, so. Also I'm too lazy to go do that rn. Also this is my excuse for why the plot is... actually, I don't even know if it can be called a plot anymore. I just keep on adding new random things to it to make it way more complicated that it has to be and at some point I feel like it's got to all totally fall apart but somehow it hasn't yet it's still like just barely holding on...
(July 8, 2024 - 9:21 pm)
and haha yeah I think without the poetry contest I wouldn't really be able to keep up a regular basis of writing poems so I'm really grateful for that... and please excuse me while I go try to find a cup to take out the fly that's been buzzing around my room (FLIES ARE ADORABLE AND IF YOU SAY OTHERWISE-- well, you're entitled to your own opinion I guess. But also you're WRONG :D :) )
...so, I just crumpled up my drawing of Tracy and Sam (idk if you read the terminal) in that process... bad thinking ahead, Celine! But then I'm bad at thinking ahead in general... I really have to work on that... but anyways, I'm back! Uhh where were we?
oh haha look at that I did it again no seriously I didn't know you said that before I wrote the whole paragraph above (or... maybe I knew it in my subconscious?? o_O)!!! Like I mean I really don't know why I get so excited about doing this I just do. 'Cuz you were talking about my tangents and I just... wait actually does that count as a tangent? It's not really tangentially related to the subject matter, but it was tangentially related... by time?? Eh. Anyways, thanks! And I'm really glad I found my way here too (and I'm really grateful for my mom for researching literary magazines and getting Cricket magazine for me and Posted for making me want to roleplay and Cricket magazine for advertising Kyngdom because that was the whole way I discovered the CB (no, it wasn't the literal Chatterbox advertisements in the Letterbox page that alerted me to the presence of CB. It was the Kyngdom advertisements. I don't even know. I thought the chirps from the CB were just like... I have no idea actually what I thought they were. I don't think I thought about them at all. They were just... there. Like they magically appeared there they didn't come from anywhere. They just came. :/) and also to my dad who started my brother and me reading really early on idk if I would've loved books and Cricket mag as much without him and this is sounding weirdly way too much like an Oscar acceptance speech uhh I'll stop now?????) -- everyone here is so amazing!!
And Silverrr like what you are AMAZING!!! I've said it before and I'll say it again, I loveeeeeeeeeed (and still love!) all your pieces on the Regular Writing Thread!!!! And a few months(?) ago, I stumbled across your your ski lodge by Storm and that is seriously amazing :0 and I love how you made little avatars for everyone who died!! Also, I don't think I commented but I think you made earrings for Pride and just wanted to say that's so cool that you make jewlery :00 but, point: you are seriously so nice like I just get this sense of comfort whenever I see your name or see that you've replied to something and also you write mindblowing deep just gorgeous poetry and prose and seriously like... I mean, yeah. I mean it when I say you're amazing :D and I should really end this now...
(July 8, 2024 - 9:25 pm)
Aww thank you so much Celine!! <33
(July 9, 2024 - 10:22 am)
Happy CBversary Celine!!! I can't believe it's been so long already! So happy our little community has had such a positive impact on you, and I hope you stick around because you make it all the brighter!
(July 8, 2024 - 11:15 am)
Jaybells!! Thank you so much!!! I don't think I have to say this because duh but your poetry is seriously amazing :00 and you're seriously amazing in general (I feel like I'm going around saying everyone is "seriously amazing" but it's so true!!!!!), like idk I just feel like you're just so genuinely here for all of us, and you're so supportive -- btw, I think you were the first CBer to comment on my poetry? So thanks for that :D
Also your (many :D) AEs are all so well-developed... :000 And your worldbuilding is really amazing -- speaking of, I think it was you who said this, sorry if it was someone else and I forgot, but what you (might have) said about like when you're worldbuilding and sprinkling in bits of your own conlang to add culture and worldbuilding and immerse the reader further into your world and story, the way you do that is you don't use words from your language unnecessarily and randomly, but you only use them if they're necessary to your worldbuilding; for ex. if you say the character sat on a chair -- say the word for chair in your conlang is "kata" -- for the most part, you wouldn't say "Mara flung herself onto the kata, sighing," because it isn't necessary to use your own word there when chair could've worked just as well (maybe (probably) even better!). You only use "kata" if it's a specific type of chair Mara is flinging herself onto, say, Mara lives in the underwater city of Tust, where turtles are sacred. A "kata" in this world is a specific type of chair meaning a chair that was put together by members of Mara's family/ancestors made up of the turtle shells of turtles who have died, say, to honor them when they die (basically so like I can't think of the right words but so their deaths weren't in vain). So in that case, you should use the word "kata", because it adds something to the story!! Sorry, that was long, and also I'm entirely too fond of run-on sentences... I just find that super interesting!! Like in your story where you used your own word for the undersea chamber/entrance because it was a specific type of undersea chamber/entrance, specific to your world?? So cool :D
aNyWaYs, I have a talent of taking the shortest things and turning them into essays... thank you! So much! :D
wait wait also terrible pun: "brighter" as in CelineBurning Bright!!, right? :DD (wait also "Bright" and "right" rhyme :00)
(July 9, 2024 - 2:31 am)