Hmmm, how many CBers are currently active these days...?

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I know I haven't been very active in the first place, but I still thought I should let everyone know I'll be completely inactive from Sunday to Saturday because I'm going to camp.

And sorry for being so inactive btw! I've been here this whole time reading along and stuff but I don't always have the energy to say anything. I wish I was hosting more events and stuff like I always used to but honestly it's pretty tiring to do that sort of thing, especially nowadays :/ Still here though <3

Heyyyy y'all! Guess who's back from camp? Uh yeah it's me hi. Camp was great! I actually got called Rainbow by most people there!!! I was in "How to succeed in business without really trying" and I did it as part of a pilot program for this thing called Camp Broadway MyWay so basically I originated my role as featured dancer/ensemble for broadway :D I also drew a two page comic and learned dnd and Latin dance and also learned how to screw up a relationship with someone (*cries again quietly*), so I feel rly bad abt that... and a lot of other stuff happened. On the Fourth of July, the camp after the parade thingy but during the face painting/sparklers/etc stuff, switched the American flag out with the progress pride flag and kept it like that for the rest of camp, which I love so much. Hot To Go and Chappell Roan in general was like the camp anthem of the summer which was great. And oh my gosh so there was this one girl that my first interaction with her went like: 

me: *sees her hand-made water bottle stickers, the Hadestown one in particular* I like your hadestown sticker, I love Greek mythology so much

her:  thanks, me too, have you heard of epic the musical?

and that's how we became friends. And then I got a crush on her. And then she figured it out. And then it all went downhill from there. But first session was great with her. I just wish we could still be friends....

alas I digress. back to cool stuff abt camp. I had some super awesome counselors who technically weren't MINE as in not in my bunk but they were at my table for meals or instructed my minor(s) or choreographed my major. They're the best... one of them is going to the MCR concertttttt (lucky) I'm gonna miss them so much. 

There were open mics for the two oldest age groups on Tuesday nights so (not for the first; I wasn't prepared) I performed for them. The second one I did "I can't think straight" by Jessie paege. Then for the third I was planning on singing "passing papers" by egg, but that was out of the question for ...reasons, so I read my "in my head" poem but I altered one of the verses and I like it so much better now. Then for the fourth I read a poem I wrote for it called "mixed messages" but I kinda shouldn't have read one of the verses but I also kinda had to? Idk I do feel bad abt it... ANYWAYS on the last night there was another open mic so I both read another new poem of mine called "loneliness" and then I realized at the end that one person wasn't there so I did finally sing passing papers and dedicated the preformance to Mushroom (even if they don't go to my camp which was better for me there). And a lot more stuff happened I'm just tired rn and yeah I'll come back later to continue but I had a rly good time overall and made some good friends so yay

good night y'all I missed y'all while I was gone and I'm happy to be back  

today has been a really bad day, but i did make a blobcat!

Today my brother came up to me and started spraying me with a spray bottle. I told him to quit it, and he said "but you're supposed to treat others the way you want to be treated, and I want to be sprayed with a spray bottle" I promptly grabbed it from him and chased him around the house with it. Siblings are crazy.