Chatterbox: Inkwell

Confession

You may have noticed that I have not been joining anything bedsides (bedsides? Seriously autocorrect?) RPS... Well....one of my best friends had a crush. I don't have crushes, really. And.... I was talking to her crush and because of one of my opinions he.... said some things to me that involved dirty words and swearing. 

My former friend never spoke to me again, ever since one of my friends told her he swore at me.

Then my dog got put down. I had had her literally all my life, and there was nothing wrong with her except that she was deaf. My mom told me that she would be put down and I hugged her, crying, on the floor. My mom was taking pictures of me bawling, hugging my soon to be dead dog. I was mad. She just was deaf. She got along fine. 

I know, she was old and didn't do anything. But when I was lonely, I talked to her. When I was scared, I would go to her....

And my life's been a mess ever since. My brother wouldn't bring me along on Pokémon Go when his friends were there, just because he thought I was too much of a dweeb. Bad dreams every night. My friends having problems I can't fix.

I just need some encouragement right now. 

Oh, Icy, we're so sorry! Especially about your dog. Your parents may have had a good reason to make that decision, to spare her future problems. I don't know. I do know it's hard to make that decision and to lose a pet. I've been through it. As time goes on you will gradually feel less sad and remember the good times you had together and smile about them.

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