Okay, I

Chatterbox: Down to Earth

Okay, I

Okay, I just wanted to say I'm really sorry. The person I am when I'm on the CB isn't really anything like the real me.  I mean, I haven't lied about anything really, except for my happiness.  Here, I've always posted as a super happy and optimistic girl who can't make a comment without smiley faces.  But in RL, I'm just the typical girl suffering from depression.  I struggle with my faith, have lost almost of my friends, and have had my heart broken.  I'm an expert at hiding my emotions, and no one (like, not even my own family) knows when I'm upset.  But as soon as I go to my room at night, the tears start to fall.  I just wanted to say I'm sorry to all of you who think I'm the super happy smiley girl.  If you're mad, I can leave (lol, that is, as soon as I finish the ten days of Christmas).

~pkenzie

 
pkenzie, I’m sorry to hear that you’re feeling sad. Everybuggy here in Cricket Country and on the Chatterbox loves you. The comments you’ve sent have introduced us to a caring, friendly, fun-loving girl. Even if we haven’t met in person, we are all your real friends who care about you deeply. I’ve always thought of you as the hostess of the Chatterbox, how you welcome newcomers and help them learn their way around.

We love your quizzes! Keep attending activities you enjoy and be on the lookout for others who enjoy the same things. Didn’t you and others from your church just go on a weekend concert trip that you enjoyed?

It is very common for people of any age to struggle with their faith sometimes. Questioning and thinking can make you stronger.

I hope by the time you read this that you’re feeling better. But anytime you’re feeling bad, please talk to a parent or someone at church. They love you and would do anything to help you, but you have to tell them how you feel.

Please reply and let us know how you’re doing! We care very much.
 

--Old Cricket

 

 

submitted by Kenzie
(December 19, 2009 - 12:27 am)

YESSSSS!!!!  BAHAHA, idc what other ppl call him, I am calling him James! :D

submitted by Kenzie
(January 21, 2010 - 7:06 pm)

Oh, and I believe James meant goth. :) Btw, now he says "funn".  Good to know you're having a good time, buddy.

submitted by Kenzzzzie
(January 21, 2010 - 7:07 pm)

Ohhhh Kenzie! I'm sorry! And no, of course I'm not mad at you! But it's not healthy to have all your bad emotions cooped up inside you and then try to act like nothing is wrong! *Big virtual hug*

-☺☻

submitted by Hannah P. ☺☻, age 13, Georgia
(December 29, 2009 - 11:33 am)

*gives big virtual hug back* Thanks, Hannah! :)

submitted by Kenzi
(December 30, 2009 - 3:30 pm)

Oh, Paige! There's nothing wrong with putting a good face on! You've told us about your poor little birdie, and eight-year-olds, and... well, I don't consider it a lie! I want to always be here for you. So keep smiling! In real life! :):):):):):):)

submitted by Emilie L., age 14, WA
(December 29, 2009 - 5:29 pm)

Awwwwww thanks, Emily!!  And I'm really glad we're always here for each other. :)

submitted by Kenzzzzie
(December 30, 2009 - 3:32 pm)

Yeah, Paige, I don't think you've come across as "fake" or anything, you sound like a real person.

...I forgot what else I was going to say. But still, you get our point. :)

submitted by Brynne
(December 30, 2009 - 8:15 pm)

Haha, good, thanks. (: And so do you!

submitted by KeNzIe
(January 3, 2010 - 12:25 am)

Ooh, don't you hate it when that happens?  It does to me ALL the time!!  *is exasperated*

submitted by Laura☆
(January 9, 2010 - 3:16 pm)

Is it just me, or have I been posting WAY too much lately.....

(everything I'm saying, sounds, in my head, like Amanda from UB, because we just finished watching the third season, and might I just say: last episode; DEPRESSING)  (and now I have to wait until after august to see the next season. *pouts*) 

(Z.A.R. says: webp.  I think it means Wombats eat banana pie.  I wonder if that's true.....) 

submitted by Laura☆
(January 17, 2010 - 3:04 am)

What, forgetting what I was going to say?

submitted by Brynne
(January 17, 2010 - 5:01 pm)

Yes!  :)  Yay!  I got answered!!!

(Z.A.R. wants the radio on, she says: fmfm)  :D :D :D 

submitted by Laura❀
(January 19, 2010 - 2:51 am)