Ahhh you are the sweetest!! That means the world to me, and it's not weird! I'm honored to be seen as a big sister figure. Thank you so much! <333

Would you like a care package and if so is there anything specific you'd like in it? And thank you again!

I know that feeling :/ I'm sorry. I don't really know if I have any advice for that, but I do want to tell you that sometimes I get this feeling and I realize it was just in my head. I don't want to invalidate your feelings when I say that, but I'm sure more people enjoy your company than you always allow yourself to believe - why wouldn't they? You are so smart and kind. I admire your want to learn more about the world around you, and your ability to do it through a different lense than most. It will take you very far in life. You are also very creative. You've got a talent for writing and I love the way your love shines through in everything you write. All of this gives you such a strong presence where you are. 

Also ik you didn't ask for these, but here's a quick written-picturing-poem-thing:

Poinsettia

there is

a girl - no - a young woman 

sitting

in a room with yellow walls

and she is wearing a red dress

and she has braided her long brown hair

and she is holding an acoustic guitar but mostly i notice she is smiling

she is smiling and she is remembering that the world is more beautiful

than some people

seem to give it credit for. 

Also some song recommendations. Because you said you are stressed I picked some more mellow and quiet ones. The last one does not have any lyrics, it's just a guitar but it sounds so beautiful:

rises the moon by Liana Flores

try again tomorrow by Liana Flores 

Little Moth by chloe moriondo

Farewell by Bernth   

I hope that I was able to cheer you up a bit. Try not to be too stressed about school, you're going to do amazing! And I am always here when you get stressed <3

Sorry for the wait, Hawkstar!

I can see why you'd be concerned about that. Definitely get their numbers, and try to text and call them often. This will be the easiest way to communicate with them. And send letters! Snail mail is fun. You can exchange gifts in the mail, such as stickers or jewelry. Depending on how far you're moving, you might even be able to go up to visit sometime. But you also need to try and make new friends in your new environment - as one song goes, "Make new friends, but keep the old, one is silver and the other's gold." 

You still have six months until you move. Enjoy them! Spend time with your friends. Go see new places. Try things you've always wanted to try. Have a movie night. Soak up as much time with them as you can. The more memories you can make with them, the better! And maybe try talking to them about how you feel. 

As for the easily frustrated thing, I can actually relate - I am also easily frustrated. Try to remember to take a deep breath and slow down. In the grad scheme of things, how much does the thing that's irritating you really matter? Some things feel bigger than they really are. 

I hope I was able to help you, and if you ever want to talk more I'm here <3