The ants have returned. I found one on my forehead. I fear.

THE NEW OWL HOUSE EPISODE OH MY GOSH I SCREAMED

WORDS. Words are amazing. Especially the etymology of words. And wordle. I'm not obsessed.

Where is it? WHERE. IS. IT.

Regina spektor's new album is coming out June 24 i'm so excited!! i didn't think she was still making music because her last release was like four or five years ago.

I totally didn't scream at my friend to 'not converse with the enemy' during a team scavenger hunt. Nope. Couldn't be me! Not competetive at all... 

Did anyone else do GLSEN at school today? I wasn't silent for the whole day, just from JST (the class before lunch) to Advisory (last class). In lunch, I thought it'd be harder than it was. Granted, I didn't get to eat as much (writing & lunch is shorter on Fridays), but still. I also wore this dress that the skirt has blocks of rainbow colors going down; I love it. I also got a bunch of compliments on it! :) I wore this t-shirt on top that says "The world has bigger problems than boys who kiss boys and girls who kiss girls." I also have this headband (really it a "boho bando", but I have no idea what that is) that has rainbows all over it. 
In Health today, I presented my slide on a health profession. I chose a LGBTQIA+ thrapist! I made the backgrounds of the little bubbles that had the words on it into one of the flags (different flag for each bubble). Before me, went my friend S, who did an anxiety therapist. Here's something. I didn't like (and a girl in my class, A, pointed this out, too): she wrote "Anxiety Therapists are to help the boy or girl/ man or woman go deeper into what bothers them" which is fine, but the part that was "boy or girl/man or woman" bothered me. Like, what about someone that's nonbinary? They can go there, too. So why say only binary people? Why not just say 'someone' or 'a person'? Ugh. I did ask her about this, and she said that she doesn't believe in it. I don't get that. Like, why??? :/ Ughhhhhh. People are nonbinary! It's real! So why don't believe in it? Also, I haven't told her (I told some of my other friends) with me choosing to have my pronouns as she/they, 'cause she doesn't believe in it.... I don't know. I don't get it. Sorry, this turned into a rant. Um. Okay. I don't kno ehat to do? I mean, I can't change her beliefs or anything, but it kinda bothers me.

my bday party is tomorrow and i'm excited but also kinda worried (for a few reasons). basically if have 4 friends coming and either 3 or 2 (probably 3) staying for a sleepover. one of them knows everyone there but is pretty quiet, the two are less quiet and more chaotic and know all but 1 person, and then there's one more friend. she doesn't know anyone there except for me and one other person. so, that'll be interesting... i'm also worried bc the friends who are staying for the sleepover are the quiet one and the 2 not quiet ones, and the not quiet ones know eachother better than the other one and i'm just kinda worried she's going to feel kinda left out. like i felt at my other friends bday party. and how i'm afraid i might feel again bc the same friends that were at the other friends bday party (the two kinda chaotic ones) and kinda made me feel left out just bc i was quieter and didn't want to do my hair & makeup... but ig it'll be better this time because it's my birthday at my house and i have another quiet friend there? (sorry admins this was must longer and more rant-y than i expected)

*sobs* I'm so tired

this is very nostalgic even though it was only a year ago-