Depression
Chatterbox: Down to Earth
Depression
Depression
if you thought you had heard,
some things that you shouldn't word,
then you go along with thee,
to tell someone to be the bee.
So look at me now!
Sitting still despite the frown.
I should be doing something,
but I'm just a little dumb thing.
I always type my feelings to this little blue screen,
but despite all your sympathies, it doesn't seem to cease.
Oh, come on NOW, think a bit, try all you can.
It's a monster, eating you up, upseting your plans.
Just TAKE A LOOOOOK,
see my eyesssss,
can't. you. feel. the. painnnnn?
This guilt insideeeee, the pain that riseeeee
it's something I hadn't felt, before.
I want it, to STOP.
my happiness, will ROT.
oh, I know what it is,
depression.
This little word.
its like a little bird,
infecting all with its song!
But sweet little birdey,
don't be so wordy,
cause my sadness. weighs more. than your head!
I can see why, those mountains go shy,
because of the depression sinking into them!
its evaporation, increasing, the mountain pride!
For I want you, to know,
all heroes will die!
Its called depressiionnnn.
it eats your conjectionsss.
So forgeett your love.
it's tearing your soulll, to none.
it's just a pain (it;s just a pain),
so go rise! (Be insane!)
You are the best! (You are the worst.)
so GET DONE(;Go away!)
BE FAR. (Stay with me!)
for. it's.
depression.
(October 31, 2015 - 11:23 am)
Danie! You are an amazing poet! Please, recognize this! You have many skills, Danie. Although I am sorry to say I don't know you well, I have seen talent in you.
Stress can be tough. I don't know what you like and don't like, but for me, taking a long bath helps. Also planning out how you are going to finish stuff might help as well.
(November 4, 2015 - 1:30 pm)
This post... Danie, I see so much of myself here. And dash it all, how much I would love to tell you that it will go away...
The Truth? It doesn't. And it tears at your soul and you lay awake at night wondering why this is all happening to you. Why not your peppy "friend"? Why not you next door neighbor? Why not your sibling...
why me?
The only advice I have is to tell someone. I, physically and mentally, destroyed myself be cause I believed that I could solve everything on my own. Please, Danie, if not for your sake, do it for us. Tell your parents. Your teachers. Get help. I know it seems weak, but do it. I can't watch you dissolve. The hardest person to fight is yourself, but do it. Fight the monsters
And when you do get help, don't expect a magic cure. Keep talking and one day it will... vanish. Keep believing, keep reaching out.
I love you Danie. You are beautiful. Don't ever let anyone take that from you.
(November 6, 2015 - 9:45 am)
:sniff sniff sob: Phoenix, that was BEAUTIFUL! I have a great deal of hard times ahead. And the only thing that has kept me sane and (kind of) happy is none other than the CB! Danie, you are amazing. Every time I see a recent post of yours, I get excited because you rarely post so maybe it means you are coming back. So do the CB.
(November 24, 2015 - 9:57 am)