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I'm leaving.
I'm leaving.
And not coming back. I've freaking had it with all these stupid goings on. I already have a very stressfull life of being put down every day for literally everything I do, because nothing's ever enough to impress anyone! And your drama ain't helping. Yes, I'm not freaking perfect like some of you think you are. I'm whiter than a snowman, dyslexic, have some sort of memory problem, get migrains that probably mess with my head, allergic to every freaking smell in beauty parlors, get high altitude sickness all the time, my best friend hates me for who knows why and hasn't really talked to me in over 2 years, and have some sort of weird blood circulation problem. And yet, everyone still expects me to be some sort of magical wizard who can take any freaking insult put out there and do any math problem because 'Im a genius just like me dad'. I have to crack at some point. If you keep hitting a walnut on a table, you'll get to the soft center at some point. So yes, you win. I quit. I cant handle this anymore. Life is too stressfull as it is without people I don't even know nagging at me for everything I do. You know who you are. And don't appologize, everyone knows you don't mean it.
Yes, Ashlee, Owlgirl, Mei, Mango....i can't do it anymore. I've finally cracked. I'm not a dragon. I'm a human, flesh and blood, like everyone else here. I've been at it for a year and a half, defending everything from my dyslexia to other's rights. And I just don't have the confidence or stranght to do it anymore. I'm sorry. Im sure you'll do great without me.
KG, if youre still here, please keep in contact. <3 u.
So bye, I guess. If the Admins don't deleat this first. I guess they'll just have to figure out themselves that I left.
Claaws, I think you are overreacting to honest feedback on the recent Warriors thread. Your creative writing is greatly appreciated on Chatterbox and will be missed if you do leave. But we hope you'll reconsider, look at the whole picture, and stay. I know there are many others who agree with me!
Admin
submitted by Claaws, YES ITS ME
(July 17, 2017 - 11:31 pm)
(July 17, 2017 - 11:31 pm)
Goodbye Claaws! I promise you that you will be missed! You were one of the first CBers I ran into when I joined, and you were the one who really made me feel welcome. Your wrinting is amazing and a joy to behold. I honestly didn't know you had dyslexia until you mentioned it in some post. You are an amazing person and even if I never come in contact with you again, I want you to know and always remember that.
(July 18, 2017 - 11:08 am)
BY CLAAWS
(July 22, 2017 - 7:57 pm)
Oh, and good luck with your friend. Losing friends is so hard. I hope you get her back!
And good luck with the rest of your problems. Losing a friend was just the one I can relate with.
(July 18, 2017 - 11:10 am)
thats not what I'm talking about and you know it, admins. That was just the final push.
Well, then no, I don't know what you're talking about. I thought past concerns had been settled. But we're not going to open up old discussions.
Admin
(July 18, 2017 - 5:22 pm)
Past concerns weren't "settled" you ended them on your own terms. Of course Claaws is still upset. We all are.
(July 18, 2017 - 7:38 pm)
I'm sure many are still upset, but please I think that the Admins are trying to keep everyone happy in a way that they believe could be good for everyone. Please understand? I don't want my friends fighting and leaving and I don't want the Admins blamed for it all. Please? Everyone, Please?
And Claaws, I think I might have dyslexia also...and so another girl I know. I think we can accept that and continue with our lives, can't we? I'm not smart. Not pretty. Not as good as I want to be. Not as good as I believe others want to be. But hey, I'm gonna take their feedback and make myself better. You are a wonderful person Claaws, and everyone has room to become better.
(July 19, 2017 - 2:39 pm)
I agree with ~.
(July 19, 2017 - 5:59 pm)
Hi Claaws, thank you for that. You're right. You, and many other CBers have been fighting to defend many things that should not have to be defended. Just accepted. You have every right to be annoyed. I really do hope you stick around. You have an amazing talent for writing. But if you don't, good luck. If you have time, please stop by to say hello. I know I don't really know you, but I will miss you.
(July 18, 2017 - 6:21 pm)
Hey, maybe we should all loosen up. Is it a crime not to accept everything? Nothing can be perfect, whatever perfect is to you, and you'll go crazy trying to make it that way.
(July 19, 2017 - 7:25 am)
(July 19, 2017 - 2:41 pm)
Oh.
Claaws, I'll miss you so much. You are a spectacular CBer and I wish I could be there for you in real life, but as I have no clue where you live, I can''t be.
Best of luck in all your endeavors.
Your friend,
Kestrel
(July 19, 2017 - 9:36 am)
Claaws... my long lost cous, oh, I will miss having you here! Please still keep in contact with us out of the CB, just you know, as good old chats. We were getting really worried where you went! Still are worried. I understand how you feel, I respect you, your decisions, everything. I feel awful because this is partly my fault. I'm sorry, please forgive me and the others. I'm not saying you have to stay here. Or talk to us outside of the CB (but please do...!) but I want you to know you are valued. I am sorry you finally snapped, and like I said, that is greatly my fault. We'll miss you, and I PROMISE I will still fight for you, my friend. Don't forget, your legacy is not buried yet. Not as long as I am here.
(July 19, 2017 - 11:39 am)
(July 19, 2017 - 2:43 pm)
(July 19, 2017 - 5:03 pm)
Oh, Claaws... I understand your frustration. Nobody is perfect. No matter how hard we try, we'll never be perfect...which is why there is always room to improve.
Give us another chance, Claaws? Please?
(July 19, 2017 - 3:19 pm)