I'm really scared of the people I love dying.

Also, I don't know if this is normal or not, but I don't get scared at all by most things I see in movies. I can't remember the last time a violent or action scene in a movie actually scared me. But for some reason I have an internal freakout when I watch a movie and something goes inside of a character that isn't supposed to, like...I have no idea how to explain this. Like when a character gets a weird implant, or like a parasite, or a robotic parasite...it's not like I won't enjoy the movie because of it, but it makes my skin crawl.

I get scared pretty easily but I am not sure about weird fears. I like to joke that cilantro freaks me out but again, that is just a joke, I just hate the taste. Maybe there is loud noises but I think that that is more me bieng aware that I am very sensitive to loud noises so trying to avoid them. I am also afraid of being a bad persn or that nothing matters, but that is probably pretty common. I guess I mostly just get easily scares by more normal things, althugh I have never understood why people are so afraid of spiders (but of course, that is an irational fear.)

I don't have any really weird fears, but I agree with Sabine on thing going inside people. ESPECIALLY parasites. And lice. *shudders* And also people/animals I love dying, climate change (yes I am legitimately scared of this) blood/medical stuff, and heights (sort of). Oh, and talking about my feelings out loud...

Weirdly enough, I've never been scared of the dark! 

I'm also scared about growing up. I really don't want to grow up. Though I try to remind myself that everyone grows up and to just make every day count while I'm a kid.

Mine is ultra-specific. I like crowds when I like the event. For example, I like comic con. But I despise going to wedding after-parties or fancy dinner parties. Ok, does that even make any sense?

I am absolutely terrified of wasps. They are evil. It's a little bit embarrassing, too, because my brother who's allergic to them is less scared of them than I am. Also, bugs at night. I'm always scared of bugs getting in my bed. Last night I had a dream about a giant blue spider and I woke up at 4:00 and couldn't fall asleep for the next 30 minutes because I was thinking about spiders. *shudders* I do NOT like spiders. Also, my friend loves Stranger Things, and told me ALL about it. Now, I just occasionally have the feeling a demogorgon is behind me and I get extremely scared. And probably my weirdest fear: going down the stairs and stepping on the ones with spots on them. When I was little, I made it a game where if I stepped on the stairs with stains, monsters would come out and attack me and chase me down the stairs. When I stepped on the stains, I was always out of breath when I got down the stairs from sprinting as fast as I can. Now that I think about it, most of my fears besides bugs are inside. I'm never scared when climbing a tree in winter. I also always say, "I'm not afraid of heights, I'm just afraid of falling off of them. "

Deku says hydim. Hi dim? High dim? Deku, the lights are off! Does the room really need to be darker?

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