Chatterbox: Inkwell

Opposition during NaNo?

Has anyone dealt with parents or siblings just... generally stopping you from writing during NaNo? I have two wonderful parents who I love, but right now I'm getting a lot of opposition from then when it comes to me writing my novel and getting things done.

A few things you should know about me:

1. I'm obsessive. My parents are saying I should just quit NaNo, but if I quit I would probably feel horrible about it for quite some time, and, well, obsess. I didn't get to my word count goal yesterday and just fell asleep feeling so stressed that when I woke up the next morning, I realized that I had hurt my finger during the night.

2. I tend to hurt myself from stress. When I said 'hurt my finger', that was really a simple sentence that might've left you confused. I used to constantly bite at and scratch one of my fingers whenever I was under stress, which was a habit I had stopped doing recently. Because of that element of stress I mentioned earlier, I actually woke up with the skin on my finger scratched raw and with...some sort of liquid stuff coming out of it. Yeah, I have some issues when it comes to that stuff.

I also eat obsessively when I'm under stress I feel like I can't deal with.

3. I don't want to lose in this way. To elaborate, I'm completely 100% fine with losing if it comes down to my own skill not being enough. But having an outside force making me lose? No, that's not okay at all. I want to lose on my own terms if I do lose.

So... does anyone have any suggestions? I really need help just getting my parents to be able to work with me instead of against me. I'm under a lot of pressure because of them, which is unfair because I know they don't mean to have any of this happen. I just don't know how to explain how they're making me feel yet, I guess.