How do I

Chatterbox: Inkwell

How do I

How do I begin? This is hard.

Well, hello, Chatterbox. 

Nearly (or perhaps already) three years of my life have included this beautiful site. I began on Kyngdom, roleplaying in true, demanding Mary Sue fashion. I soon moved to everywhere I could find here--beginning with several roleplays (many of which I ruined with self-inserts and such) on the Inkwell. I was (and still are, ending this September) homeschooled with too much time on my hands and without a social life.

I wanted to be popular so badly. Only a few weeks/a month after I joined I insisted that I was not to be counted as a "New CBer". I was demanding, rude, and crazy about being a part of this enticing site.

And then that changed. I got rid of my AEs, took breaks, and learned that lying isn't the right choice. I stopped 'leaving' constantly. I just realized what needed to be stopped. I can't explain what happened. I guess I just grew up a little.

I was so ashamed of the crazy person I was that I spent some time under a pseudonym. The time I spent under that mask was both binding and freeing--I didn't have to feel guilty anymore, but, due to the fact that I was hidden under an anonymous name, I felt comfortable with being more honest, even when it hurt other people. In other words, I was ruder.

But I kept learning. The Chatterbox taught me about kindness. I stopped feeling horrible and started enjoying myself again. Narrator Thirty-Three appeared, and I felt like, for once, I had actually made the right AE for me.

I finally stopped hiding behind that anonymous mask. And now I'm here. 

I began on the CB as an eleven-year-old. Now I'm turning fourteen in three days and are about to start highschool, when the only school I've ever been to was preschool. It's scary, but I still have people I can count on, right here on this site.

So, instead of getting virtual gifts and confetti for my CBversary this year, I want to give y'all a huge thank you for getting me through some tough times. Thanks, everyone.

(I still want a digital chocolate cake though.) 

submitted by Icy, age 14in3days, The Forest and beyond
(August 17, 2018 - 2:33 pm)

Icy-you're amazing. *Hugs* I'm so glad to know you! 

Btw-Galahad (my CAPTCHA) made a digital chocolate cake for you. 

*Galahad hands you a chocolate cake with blue frosting on the top saying "Happy CBversary Icy!"

Puck: Um... here. *Nervously hands you a couple of blue balls with snowflakes on the wrapping* 

Um... they're something I created in my prank shop. They're a version of the prank snowballs which never melt... in honor of your older AEs, (even though they may have seemed annoying to you,)-and of all the memories we remember earlier with you and your AEs. We hope to make many many many new memories with you here. :) 

Anyways-whats you do with them is just throw them into the air, and it will suddenly start snowing in that room-and won't stop until you say a certain command. 

The command is up to you to create-but you must be careful because the first thing you say after taking off the wrapping on the ball(s) becomes the command to have it stop snowing.  

Joan: Anyways-happy CBversary again. From all of the Arc family. :) 

 

submitted by Joan B. of Arc, age 16, Camelot
(August 17, 2018 - 7:27 pm)

Yes! A cake! Finally--

Erm, I mean, thanks so much, Joan! I really appreciate it, and it's great to hear from you. (And Puck, I'll definitely be using those. Hehe~) 

submitted by Icy, age 14in2days, The Forest
(August 18, 2018 - 9:25 am)

TOP TOP TOP TOP!!!! :)

submitted by TOP
(August 17, 2018 - 11:15 pm)

ICYYYYYYYYY!

Hi! You may remember me as Wiseowl, or unsuspectingstrytllr. How've you been?  How's your sister, Eli? 

Honestly, gurl, I went through pretty much the same process! Mary Sue heroines in first person was how I rolled. BUt, like you, I grew up. I came to understand that the world doesn't revolve around me. Hopefully you can see that in my writing, even though now I pretty much only do poetry and short stories. 

I have started highschool. The past three days were my introduction and they were very BORING. Thakfully, I have friends throughout my middle school district, so I know at least one person in every one of my classes. It was kind of overwhelming at first, but just hold your head high and walk like you own the place and no one will know. I've also made a couple of friends just by saying "Hi, I'm Spring Flower. What's your name?" 

So yeah! Super glad you're back!!!

submitted by Spring Flower, 春乌艾
(August 18, 2018 - 9:01 am)

HEYYYYY! 

I haven't been "gone" really, just kinda drifting around. I'm glad that you're getting used to high school--mine hasn't started quiiite yet, but I'll be sending updates in September. I definitely remember you as both Wiseowl and unsuspectingstrytllr.

It's awesome to hear from you! =3

submitted by Icy, age 14in2days, The Forest
(August 18, 2018 - 9:31 am)

Icy! *tackle hugs* Happy CBversary, and also happy early birthday! *throws sticky notes and wildflowers instead of confetti* I will say you're very welcome for everything, despite my contributions to it being rather negligible. Good luck with high school! I'm sure you'll do well, and as you said, we're here for you.

Looks like your cake has been taken care of already... *sighs* Whatever shall I do with these candy eyeballs now? 

submitted by Viola?, age Secret, Secret
(August 18, 2018 - 1:36 pm)

Hi, Viola! Thanks for the wildflowers and luck--I'm going to need a lot of it (luck, not wildflowers. Though a lot of those would be great too :P).

 ❄Hides the cake behind her back

What? The cake hasn't been taken care of. I could always use more cake...eheh... 

submitted by Icy, age 14in2days, The Forest
(August 18, 2018 - 6:36 pm)

You're welcome! :D

Oh! Well, in that case... *disappears into the kitchen* *reappears several hours later* Here you go, quadruple layer devil's food cake with extra eyeballs. *presents with a flourish and a side of wildflowers* 

submitted by Viola?, age Secret, Secret
(August 21, 2018 - 10:43 pm)

Aw, happy CBversary! *gives you a bunch of chocolate cupcakes because the regular cake pan was dirty*

I'm glad CB has been helpful and supportive. Beleive me, I know how it feels not to have a social life, being at home schooled as well. Thankfully, CB is here to save us, and everyone in it too. We all got your back, Icy, and many more CBversaries to come! 

submitted by Pooki P, age -30, not where you live
(August 18, 2018 - 2:26 pm)

Yess! Cupcakes! MORE FOOODD! Yay--

Icy.

...Right, Thirty. I won't eat them all (in a day). Thanks, Pooki! Smile I really appreciate it!

submitted by Icy, age 14in2days, The Forest
(August 18, 2018 - 6:38 pm)

Happy CBversary Icy! For as long I've known you on the Chatterbox, you've been kind, and fun, and a great person to be friends with. I know from personal experience that it's hard to find out how to be interesting and confident without being crazy and annoying. (And I can 100% relate to the Mary Sue thing. I've never been good with RPing.) You're super duper cool, and I wish you the best in high school. *Tackle hugs*

submitted by Mirax Terrik, age 14, The Pulsar Skate
(August 20, 2018 - 4:54 pm)

And Mirax! I haven't seen you in such a long time--*tackle hugs* Hi!

submitted by Leafpool
(August 21, 2018 - 2:37 pm)

Hi Leafpool! It's been way too long. It's so good to see you! 

submitted by Mirax Terrik, age 14, The Pulsar Skate
(August 22, 2018 - 11:19 am)

Hi Mirax! Thanks for the good wishes and the--AH! NOT THE TACKLE HUGS!

submitted by Icy, age AH I'M 14!, The Forest
(August 22, 2018 - 2:20 pm)

Aaaahhh *hugs* Happy CBversary Icy! And happy birthday by the way, since today's your birthday if I'm not mistaken! :D *confettiiiiiiiiii*

Oh, high school! I hope all goes well! High school can be fun and scary at the same time, but I'm sure you'll do great. 

(Ahh, there's so much I want to say, but my bedtime is in a couple of minutes...)

Anyway, it's so good to have you back! :) I really missed you. (Oh, and I'm not sure if you saw this or not, but I wrote you a letter on the letter thread a while back.

http://www.cricketmagkids.com/chatterbox/chirpatcricket/node/363107?page=4  )

*gives cake* *throws confetti* 

submitted by Micearenice
(August 20, 2018 - 8:55 pm)