Chatterbox: Down to Earth

Life is hard.  Really hard.  At home my sister and brother just refuse to get along, and seeing them fight really ruins my mood. (considering that I'm usually optimistic) Sometimes all I do is stay in my room reading and listening to Owl City to avoid getting between them.  Friends are really hard for me nowadays too.  My last year best friend hardly pays attention to me.  She and I don't really hang out much now, and it's sad without her.  My newest friend keeps pulling me in closer and things don't look too good.  I think my closest friends are the ones I haven't met in person--you Chatterboxers. School is a disaster.  I'm missing like 5 assignments in LA and I don't even have them to do.  My teacher is forgetting that I was sick for so long and keeps giving me more and more work (like Social Studies projects and book reports) without giving me time for my make-up work.  Now even Mr. Fergie is being hard on me.  I take every tiny problem in the day and transfer them into tears at night.  I'm becoming anti-social and my friends are beginning to notice too.  I'm afraid not to try to act popular.  I hate it though.  I feel as if I'm trapped in life.  At least I'm faithful.  I have some hope.  I believe that God will help me soon.  I know it.  I mean Next year is a whole new school, new friends, new teachers, new everything.  That speaks to me.  I know my problems will be solved.  I've been somewhat reasurred.  It helps.

Sorry if this post depresses anybuggy but I have to get this out.  Thanks.

We love you, Smile! It's great to see that you have perspective about the whole situation--that shows some real maturity. Keep your head up--we know you'll get through this!

Admin & Everybuggy