soo I did in fact go to church today and I did in fact get a palm leaf and then I like stood awkwardly in the back having panic attacks for the rest of the service and like, this is why I don't go to church

but I got a palm leaf

it's beautiful and I love it already 

maybe I should start my own church where, instead of worshipping God, we worship palm leaves

I think I would rather do that than keep on doing whatever the heck I am doing with this religion thing.

Be More Chillllll

I dunno if anyone else knows what that is but I'm a bit obsessed 

I'm on a loaner computer from my school today because I forgot mine and the space bar is sticky I keep having to press it with more than one finger and it makes me type so slowly and I desperately need to work on my essay in class but I can't if the space bar is this sucky...

asdifalsdfasjdf;klasdf I HATE IT SO MUCH *cries* 

ghifkhkoihk

I want to accidentaly break my leg on the stairs so I don't have to go run and do push-ups in the bitter cold for three hours 

I'm not fine but I'll be okay.

I got StRaWbErRy MiLk today!!

Bruh, I'm gonna cry... So many of my posts have just not been getting posted. Like, it says it was submitted but then it never goes up.

SO.

On Saturday I went to my BFF's house for a sleepover (first one of 2023!). She wanted to make my borin', straight, brown hair curly, so she got it wet, sprayed some hair stuff on it, put mousse in it, and the tirple braided it (she made three braids, then braided those together, I looked like a warrior princess).

Later that evenin', she tole me this:

A (that's what I'm gonna call her): So, you know that stuff I put in your hair, that spray?

Me: Yeah???

A: Well... it was hair remover.

Me: *Speechless for once in my life* *Looks like I'd just seen a ghost*

A: APRIL FOOLS DAY!

And I stayed up ALL NIGHT. And on SUnday I had to watch the kids at my church, and I was tired, and nauseous, and hungry (when I don't sleep, I get REALLY nauseous for some reason...) and then I actually slept in the car.

...

...I NEVER DO THAT WHY---

hello tis me im just scrolling around looking at stuff anyway this is the perfect thread for thought dumps so thought dump time it is

-i love taylor swift so much and i got eras tour tix for my bday im so excited

-i just read six of crows and its like my new favorite book

-also obsessed with the record by boygenius rn phoebe bridgers is my favorite person on this planet

-its weird being 15 it seems like such a big number

-i got a therapist finally and she thinks im highly sensitive or whatever its called and i finally feel seen

-im so glad its spring break

-me and a friend made a bucket list for summer and im so excited for summer I NEED SUNLIGht

okie dokie adios  

Editing this book is giving me a hard time . . I added a point that I thought was minor but ended up changing a lot of the plot :( gahhh . . I'll never finish it now but I'm trying anyway