UnworthyThat

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UnworthyThat

Unworthy

That's how I feel

I knew you'd say no

but that didn't stop me hoping

hoping against all reason

that you wouldn't

a year gone by 

wandering after you

now gone

hopes dashed

hearts broken

dreams all gone to ashes

I don't really know what to do with myself

I wear a smile by habit, not by choice

It's not your fault

I knew I was too young

too young for your feelings

Unworthy

And I guess it didn't help that you were looking at my brother

looking at him the way I had looked at you

with the soft eyes and the flirty smile

that hurt

still does

Unworthy of your attention

Unworthy of his change

Unworthy to be as much to you as you were

and maybe still are

to me.

I hate to admit it

but I cried

I know I'm only 14

but the tears still came.

And I'm hurt

As much as I wish I wasn't 

Unworthy of you

submitted by Mr. Second Place
(October 18, 2018 - 10:37 am)

back to the Down to Earth
submitted by bottom, Mr. Second Place
(October 19, 2018 - 10:42 am)
submitted by A topper, age *hugs* , who's here for you
(October 19, 2018 - 1:26 pm)
submitted by *hugs*, Top it!
(October 19, 2018 - 3:35 pm)

Thanks guys. I think I need some virtual hugs right now.

submitted by Mr. Second Place
(October 20, 2018 - 4:43 pm)

*hugs* I’m sorry. We’re here for you.

submitted by Leeli
(October 20, 2018 - 5:45 pm)

dear fellow hardshipper,

crier, confused person, empty chest,

human--

i am going through some confusing things as well

maybe not as bad as yours, but still--

there are still beautiful things out there,

still things to smile for real at:

little things, big things 

there is a whole long line of life ahead of you

and i know nothing else seems to matter,

now,

but just know that there is always more,

a phoenix who rises from the ashes of dreams 

always a friend who provides much-needed hugs,

always someone who sees you as first place,

Worthy 

and, first and foremost,

we are always here for you,

to support you and fuel you and love you,

always.

sincerely,

and with love as infinite as love tends to be,

one of those said people

hang in there. 

 

submitted by Stardust, Ubiquitous
(October 20, 2018 - 6:39 pm)

*hugs*

*doesn't let go*

Nobody asked me, but you deserve better. 

submitted by Viola?, age Secret, Secret
(October 22, 2018 - 8:13 pm)