I don't know

Chatterbox: Down to Earth

I don't know

I don't know if you know who I am.

I used to be loving the CB and posting almost everyday. It was part of my life.

Then along came this thing called "Theater."

It was amazing. I met so many new friends and learned TONS of acting tips. It felt like I finally had found a place where I felt like I belonged.

And during that time, the CB slowly started slipping out of my mind, into the filing cabinets in the back of my brain.

Finally I came back after my most recent production and realized just how many new people there were, and how many people had left.

I was a nothing. I haden't said goodbye, I kind of just left, like a balloon does after it flies up and away. 

I was never mentioned on any compliment threads.

Nor picturings.

Nor anything.

Nobody remembered me.

I started gradually posting again. And still seemed like nobody knew I was here.

I've been quite depressed these days, not only because of this, but just because of life.

I started thinking, "If I left, would anyone notice?"

No, this is not a goodbye thread. I just wanted to get this off my chest.

Thanks for reading. 

Signed, 

Butterfly 

 

submitted by .
(October 1, 2016 - 3:55 pm)

Come on Butterfly. Do you think I would forget you?

submitted by Lyra
(October 4, 2016 - 4:10 pm)

I understand your feelings entirely, Butterfly. In the mass of new people it's easy to feel shoved out. Whether the newer people remember or not though you are definitely very near and dear to my heart. You are on the first people that come immediately to mind when I think of the chatterbox. I would dearly miss your presence on the cb if you were to ever leave. You are defintely a very beloved, cherished person on here.

submitted by Blonde Heroines Rule
(October 5, 2016 - 12:33 pm)

I agree with BHR. You are a huge part of the CB to me. You leaving would leave.... me? BHR? Is that it? Ruby's on here once in awhile... yup. That's it. 

Before Crowd sorcery happened.

That's so sad. When was Crowd Sorcery? 2015 or 2014? 

submitted by S.E.
(October 5, 2016 - 8:09 pm)

Hey Butterfly, I'm Will. You may not remember me, but I was here during the crowd sorcery. We met then:) I just wanted to say that you're probably one of the sweetest, kindest, most awesome people on chatterbox.  Which is saying something considering all the wonderful people here. Just wanted you to know that. Youre awesome, and will never be forgotten by your good friends here.  

submitted by Will T.
(October 12, 2016 - 9:30 pm)
submitted by Top
(October 13, 2016 - 8:50 pm)

Butterfly, I remember you. It's so cool that you know so much about acting. I'm sure you'll be a famous Broadway star in the future, seriously! 

You may not know me very well, but I did browse some old CB posts. Uou were once the youngest CBer! How could anyone forget that? 

submitted by Novelist, The Secret Forest
(October 13, 2016 - 9:41 pm)

You know, I actually remember you as the girl I saw the first on a compliment thread. So yes, you do get compliments.

 
Like my GIF? It probably won't show. Anyways, please know that you are loved by CBers, even inactive ones like me and BHR. 

 

Mei, can you submit that image using the art upload feature on the submission screen?

Admin

submitted by Mei-xue (May-shreh), Fairyland
(October 16, 2016 - 2:02 pm)