Please don't be
Chatterbox: Down to Earth
Please don't be
Please don't be mad at me.
I'm abandoning all my solo writes and RPs and even my story that I've been posting on. I'm really sorry.
I'm leaving.
I am crying right now. I am very angry and just had a fight with my parents.
Maybe I'm just over reacting but all I can think about is "It's not fair" and "they're so mean, they hate me."
I won't go into details. But let's just say Cricket isn't helping me out.
I can't believe I'm saying this, but I need to leave. I hate to. I would give anything to stay.
And hey, maybe I will. Maybe tomorrow I will post and say, "I'm so sorry about this. I was just really upset last night. I'm coming back and reviving my work on Inkwell and my solo write on BaB!”
But for now, goodbye. I just want to say thank you to all the CBers, AE's, CAPTCHAS, admins, and Cricketmagkids.com/chatterbox for everything. 9
*tear drops down cheek*
(September 30, 2016 - 7:54 pm)
No! Daisy, you can't leave! NOOO!!!!!! *starts crying*
But... what about Anna? What about Echosong? What about your Æs? I'll be looking for your "I'm so sorry about this" thread tomorrow!!!!!!!!! Please make it!
*sobs uncontrollably* Daisy. You are an amazing CBer. We all love you. And I'm very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, VERY sad that you're leaving.
You were one of my true CB friends, and I don't have many of them. You really helped me out here on the CB, and I'm going to say thanks for all you did, and that you won't be forgotten, even now that you're leaving. I really hope you stay. I really do.
But... if you are leaving... for good... forever... then... Good bye, Daisy. I really truly loved you, and I'm sure all the other CBers did, too. You were a sister to us. Now that you're leaving... well... goodbye. Bye... And I think Anna has something to say now.
Bolton... *tear trickles down cheek* Bolton... No... this can't be happening. *Starts shaking with silent sobs* Bolton... I-I'll never f-forget you. And... oh... *Cuts of lock of her wavy, chocolatey brown hair* Here. I want you to have this. To r-remember me. Oh, Bolton... I love you so much... I can't even express this into words... oh... *buries face in hands*
Daisy! I want to keep you here forever and ever. I want you to stay here and be with us forever. But... you can't, and that's your decision. Remember me. Remember all of us. Because I'll always remember you. Always. And now... goodbye, I guess. Remember to come back in 2019 (It is 2019, right, admins?)
(September 30, 2016 - 8:56 pm)
Anna! Don't worry! I will never, ever forget my true love. *stares at lock of hair for hours*
(Then says fiercely:) DAISY!!!! YOU SHALL NOT PASS!
What?
Whoops. I meant, YOU SHALL NOT LEAVE!
(September 30, 2016 - 10:44 pm)
Ah no DAISY!! Oh, I'm so sorry for you! I hope that everything works out in the future. Honestly, you're one of the kindest, most grateful people on Cricket. I'm going to miss you a lot.
(September 30, 2016 - 9:01 pm)
What? No, Daisy, please don't go. If you really feel like you must I guess I understand but I will miss you so, so, so, much. Farewell.
(September 30, 2016 - 10:14 pm)
Hi Daisy,
I'm am deeply saddened to hear that you are leaving. You are an extroidenary CBer and I shall miss you dearly. You have recently joined my CB story in Pudding's Place... Would you like me to keep you in it or have you, Bolton, and Beth be removed as characters?
(September 30, 2016 - 10:16 pm)
Whichever you prefer. Kill me for all I care! *bursts out sobbing*
Wahhhhhhhhhhhhh I *sniff* am so s- s- sorry!
*blows nose*
(September 30, 2016 - 10:46 pm)
No! N-no-nonpd goirrtvmosrjt vo;iwuiot; *starts hiperventilating and jumping out of CB right next to real-world Daisy* *CBers try to pull Booksy back*
Daisy. Daisy, no. I was just thinking yesterday, how glad I was that you were here, and how close I felt to you. How come, as soon as I make a CB friend, they leave? Daisy, please. The CB will never be complete without you. Take a break if you need to, but please. Come back. It would mean the world to me.
I honestly have no words to describe what I'm feeling, so I'll stop. But Daisy, from the bottom of my heart, I'll miss you more than you could ever imagine.
This hurts. SO, so much.
(September 30, 2016 - 10:31 pm)
Thank you, Booksy! You've no idea what that means to me or how nice that made me feel.
I'll say. She's soaked all my hankerchiefs.
Not the time, Bolton.
Anyway, there's no way I can be that hard hearted... I might come back. I am going to miss you and all the other CBers so much! You are like my family.
(September 30, 2016 - 10:48 pm)
I...uhh...
I'm a total sensitive dramatic sadness person...so...here you go.
One single daisy burst from the gray fog, carried by a child, in a pot, standing on a log. Was the log a canoe, or was it a ship, or was it a boat, on a magical trip?
One little child, placed down the plant by hand, in a meadow of grass, where it sat, and it had land. It was filled with sights and songs, sighs and love, melodies of happiness; the Daisy need not move to find shorts and longs, might there be, birdsong from above.
(Like I said. I miss you Daisy.)
It went through Summer, with Daisies, and it felt Joy...it went through Spring, and other flowers began to bloom, and she never focused on doom, only the best peices of her nice life. She went through fall, September, and Autumn Leaves, she went through Winter, with wolves of snow, and Icy storms beheld, she went through her life, laughing and singing through troubles and strife.
One day, through the veil of trees, into the Daisy's magical clearing, a little girl found herself in the Daisy. And she took it, back in it's pot, home. And safe.
DAISY!!!! I MISS YOU!!
(September 30, 2016 - 10:33 pm)
That was beautiful, icy. Thank you so much. I loved it. *blinks away tears*
(September 30, 2016 - 10:51 pm)
Also... If you ever need it, we'll be here for you. Always.
*bursts into tears*
(September 30, 2016 - 10:37 pm)
I could really use a virtual hug... *sniff*
You are a wonderful CBer. Three cheers for the "Everybuggy" award you won! You deserved it.
(September 30, 2016 - 11:36 pm)
*sniff*
Thank you so much, Alexandra. That meant so much to me. I am really glad that I could mean so much to you. Maybe I will stay.
I really don't know. I am going to take a little break, say maybe two weeks.
I just drank a cup of hot cocoa, it helped calm me and let me set things straight.
I don't agree with my parents. But once I calmed down I brought them some cookies and apologized to them.
Oh yes, I'm still getting punished severely.
Want to know what I did? I didn't fold enough socks.
I'm NOT kidding.
One of my chores is to fold laundry for my entire family (that is 8 people, including me) and put it all away. Yesterday, my mom told me to fold the socks.
I didn't have time to yesterday, on account of school, my other chores, and babysitting.
So today, she told me again. I did a few, maybe ten pairs. Then I had to go babysitting.
When I got home, she lit into me about there being "at least 40 pairs" left, and she had folded them. So, of course, I have to go to bed super early for TWO WEEKS.
It sucks. I don't agree with it because one of my privileges of having all A's in school is to stay up late. I have all As. I don't think a punishment on account of a chore should affect my school privileges. Anyways, sorry for ranting.
Oh yeah, and she was doubly mad because she asked whether I had folded the socks before I lets. I partially lied and said "yes". I had folded the socks. Just not all of them.
Bolton has something he wants to say.
Anna, my love! I will never leave you. In fact, I am going to THROW ALL THE COFFEE AWAY unless Daisy stays here at the CB.
What?! You can't do that!
Watch me.
Hmm. That makes it a bit more difficult to go. It's really hard for me to go. Really hard. Whenever I saw one of those goodbye threads, I thought for sure that I would never leave. Yet here I am, singin' the blues. (Not literally).
Man, after that goodbye you gave me, Alexandra, you might just guilt me into staying. :)
Daisy, focus. Are you staying or going?
Aurgh! I don't know. Should I, or should I not? Go or stay?
To go or to stay, that is the question.
Not helping, Burt. Anyway, I think I will take a two week break, starting on October 2 -I will stay on October 1st to reply back to any 'goodbyes', not that many people will care. :( - and ending on October 16.
I will surely try to post on October 16, letting all my CB BUDddies my decision to go or to stay.
Haha, BUDdies, get it? Bud? Like flowers bloom from a bud and my name is Daisy? *cough* Um, sorry. Couldn't help it. ;)
Why are you being humorous? You need to be solemn. After all, this is your goodbye thread.
Aww, be quiet. It's not a funeral.
I might die of a broken heart if I don't see Echosong again.
(September 30, 2016 - 10:40 pm)
Not that many people wil care? NOT THAT MANY PEOPLE WILL CARE?!
People do care, Daisy. We really, really do.
Sending you lots and lots of coffee and hugs and hot chocolate and comforting words and books. Plese consider staying. For us?
*tear rolls down cheek*
I totally get what you mean about fights. That happens to me quite often... Parents... But trust me, you'll be okay. It'll all blow over. Socks aren't that horrible. You had me scared for a minute.
And yes, I know I've posted on this thread three times already. Just to show how much I care for your presence.
(September 30, 2016 - 11:56 pm)
Thank you, Booksy Owly. :)
(October 1, 2016 - 10:16 am)