I'm so broken.
Chatterbox: Down to Earth
I'm so broken.
I'm so broken. Crazy. Heartless. I care too much. In an attention hog. I want to go cry under a blanket. I cry myself to sleep.
My best fried has a concussion and won't be cleared for three weeks, and she doesn't like me talking smack on her doctor and I think it's because it's he's Sydney Crosbey's concussion Doctor AND I DONT CARE ABOUT HOCKEY.
one of my teachers in Jr high is scary.
SHE DOEST LIKE BEING BABYED YET WHEN IM HURT SHE BABYS ME.
She teases me about a boy I don't even like. I tell her to buzz off but she doesn't listen.
im becoming a loner. Is that good or bad.
. Please help. I'm broken, and superglue just melts. I try and collect myself but somebody knocks me over.
I'm harsh, cold, and rude.
im crazy, and my "mom" jokes that I need therapy.
Help help help
(June 6, 2016 - 5:17 pm)
I'm so sorry.
It sounds like you're having an awful time right now.
Never say that you care too much. You are entitled to caring about whatever you want, you can have whatever opinions and passions you want, you can think and feel whatever you want, and no one can ever take that away from you.
I can do nothing else but give you a humongus virtual hug **HUGS!**, and say that I hope you find someone in your life who can help you. Remember, we are always here for you. My thoughts are with you.
(June 6, 2016 - 7:08 pm)
(June 6, 2016 - 7:09 pm)
My mom just told me she was joking about therapy, which is good.
(June 6, 2016 - 7:34 pm)
You need a hug. The kind where you hug and comfort and squeeze and give chocolate and tissues and advice all at the same time.
I think you should stay away from your "friends" for a while. Don't feel scared about being a loner. I know that sounds weird but the thing is, I was a loner once. For a few years. I didn't know who my true friends were, and spent a lot of time shut up by myself. But the thing is, even when life didn't work out for me, I didn't completely fall into depression. Know why? It was because I had this place. I knew that somewhere in the world, people knew I existed. They cared about my presence, and listened to what I had to say. That's why I'm not a loner anymore, it's because I've got friends, and friends are friends online or offline. So I just want you to know that we're here for you. We love you and care about you, and are living under the same stars. So don't feel broken!! By and by, you may be able to mend yourself, and find a better life as a new person. *hugs*
Stay strong, and best wishes from,
Cayke ~
(June 6, 2016 - 7:37 pm)
I'm in the exact same situation! (sorry I know this is "..."'s thread, not mine, but I had to get that out)
(June 7, 2016 - 9:46 am)
Um, okay.
It depends on your defiintion of "loner."
And yeah, I've had experience with parents joking about stuff that isn't so funny to you. I don't really wanna ask why mom is in quotation marks.
Is this your friend babying you? Just talk to her about it.
(June 7, 2016 - 9:37 am)
Oh dear. And I'm horrible and helping to relive stress, so, I can only offer support, prayer, and hugs.
I'll do all three.
I'm here for you. We all are. *hugs*
(June 7, 2016 - 9:45 am)
I'm just saying, the CB is here for ya.
It's not much, but I hope it helps.
(June 7, 2016 - 1:21 pm)
Hey. I know things can be hard, and there's a lot of stuff a person can go through (most of it I have too), and there's only one surefire cure to make you feel better.
Chocolate.
I'm sorry, that was in poor taste. But really, just take a breath. Think of all the beautiful things in this world, like butterflies, apple cider, writing, hot cocoa, fuzzy puppies... And remember that we're there for you no matter how hard things get. We'd all give you huge hugs and tell you it's okay. And though I'm not going to hug my computer, I'll still say... It's okay. Even if it doesn't feel like it, things WILL get better. Just keep on pushing, keep on being yourself. It's all you! If you don't want to be a loner, then it's bad. Just speak from your heart, and listen with your heart to what people say. If superglue melts, then try a large dose of friendship and love. It never breaks unless you let it. And we're all you're friends here. We love you. So just don't give up. And really do eat some chocolate.
(June 7, 2016 - 7:39 pm)
I'm so sorry. I just want you to know, you are perfect and beautiful and wonderful, and whoever says you need therapy needs to leave off, because they don't know what they are talking about. You are amazing and perfect, so don't let anyone tell you otherwise.
(June 8, 2016 - 7:56 pm)
Whichever CBer you are, I know that we see the real you, the creative, talented, fun you. And we love that you.
(June 10, 2016 - 10:34 am)
I.... I'm so sorry.
I'm afraid all I can give you is a none-existent hug, and that's never enough.
I do know one thing though.
Whatever you think, you are not as terrible as you think you are.
Don't listen to those horrible critics in your head wich tell you you're horrible, not good enough, and that you're rude.
Because whatever your faults are, you are still an amazing writer and a creative person, like all of us at ChatterBox.
And for that superglue problem.... I don't want to sound mushy but your parents own a secret extra-gluey salve that usually is hidden in a little compartment in their heart.
I know mine do.
Well, I hope that helped.
(June 17, 2016 - 3:35 pm)