I'm not exactly
Chatterbox: Down to Earth
I'm not exactly
I'm not exactly sure how to phrase this.
Don't worry, I'm not leaving! Don't freak out or anything! But... I'm not happy.
Where are all the CBers going? There were so many amazing, literate, crazy people I could identify with and get along with and become really good friends with... and then all of a sudden, something happened, and the CB is full of typos, errors, improper grammar, terrible reading skills, and it's being flooded with new people. The old CBers, the ones I knew, are all suddenly drifting away.
I don't mean to be offensive, although it probably was. I'm sorry for that. But I'm trying to speak the truth, the honest, depth-of-my-heart truth. RPs aren't fun anymore. Some of them are turning into chat threads. Characters are weak. RP posts are short and give no help to the story (although we're all guilty of this at some point or another). We're not reading other RPer's posts and doing your own thing. It doesn't feel like the CB is quite the CB anymore.
I understand change. Change is nearly always good, and I understand that people will leave, and new people will replace them. But this "replaced chatterbox" is not the Chatterbox as most of us feel it was meant to be.
I'm sorry. I know all of you hate me now, any of you who are reading this. I know you all are offended beyond belief, heartbroken, enraged at St.Owl. But I need to speak my mind, and I need to speak the truth, like we all do at some point or another.
Truths can be terrible.
I'm so, so sorry.
(November 2, 2015 - 4:26 pm)
My words never did much good, however good l might craft them.
Just hold tight and never let go, as bad as things get, becaseu, sometime, they will get better. Belive in the light at the end of the tunnel. You can.
(November 4, 2015 - 12:14 am)
Hey, I get it. I'm really, really new (like 2 months) and I've read some stuff by you, St Owl, and by so many other talented writers and I have seen the RPs and the stories and I just want to say, if it helps, that I think you guys are all really, really amazing and good writing role models.
Sorry if this was not fitting at all.
-Aquina
(November 6, 2015 - 7:39 pm)
Oy, peoples! Accept change! Things change. But still, it hurts when things change. I know from experience.
I have a friend, let's call her Sally, and she is constantly saying, "Come on guys! Stop fighting! Can't you just live without fighting? Let's all be friends! Stop fighting!" And the thing is, that just makes it worse. What I wish is that she would actually try to help resolve fights, instead of just grumbling about them. I think it is sort of the same thing here. We all want nothing to change. Sally doesn't want fighting because she used to go to an absolutely tiny school with about fifty kids total (Not that our school isn't tiny-we have 200) where nobody ever fought because everyone was super-friendsy and nice. And even though Sally is an amazing person with a great sense of humor and the kindest heart ever, she can not accept when her friends fight. This is like now. We cannot, or will not, accept that there is change on the CB, even though there always will be. And when we come to accept it, we try to shun it, grumble about it, stop it. In science class, we are doing a horribly easy unit on erosion and deposition. We read about the predicaments New Orleans faces because it is pretty much on a bunch of wetlands. The river that flows near it wants to change its course. Letting it do so would destroy the port of New Orleans. But nature will eventually have its way because it is stronger than any human life force.
Now, the CB is not on such a broad scale. The CB is a small corner of the internet, with only about 100 people in the know, probably less. But it seems that some of us are doing what New Orleans is doing: Building walls to keep the water out. That water is change. The thing is, if water floods the city, those walls will not let it out. And this is what is happening. Tension is rising and if we don't rise up and do something the CB could flood. It may be left damaged and broken. And we cannot let that happen. Stopping the fighting will do no good. We have to accept that there will be fights, and we have to know that we can heal. We also can not build walls, or change, which, like that river, is the natural order of things, from happening. Entropy is always increasing. Why don't we use that for our benifit, insteading of building anti-entropy walls?
Wow. That whole paragraph sounds a bit over my head.
I am not saying we have to do any of this stuff. I am just suggesting. Actually, I am one of the grumblers. I am not getting up and doing anything. Oh, well.
I do not have anything against the absolutely wonderful city of New Orleans.
(November 7, 2015 - 9:27 am)
Over the Rainbow, you are so insightful! I don't know how I can even use exclamation points right now, but what does it matter!!
(November 8, 2015 - 1:53 pm)
Thanks a lot, Scylla.
(November 9, 2015 - 7:54 pm)
I'm REALLY new to the CB- been here since like October 20. But I think that we "newbies" need you "oldies" to help inspire us to make the CB fun. I LOOOOOVE reading everbody's posts on the Rp's. They inspire me to make my writing better. Everyone on the CB is an AMAZING wtriter. And I understand that some older CB'ers have to leave. But they usually say that it's becuase they think that CB is "different" than it used to be. Now, I wasn't here to experience what the Cb "used to be". Maybe you oldies can tell us what the CB was like before we were here, and we can try to make it like that again.
Wow. that was really deep.. Time to get back to fun RP writing! =P
(November 7, 2015 - 10:51 am)
Hey, I feel you!
(November 8, 2015 - 4:31 pm)
I'm sorry. I left. But I saw the post and while I'm not "back" I guess I want to respond.
St.Owl, I think you sum up why the CB is changing. During the AE war, I feel like CB was still in that spirit of writing and fun at the same time. Even the AE threads were well-written, they were hyper but that doesn't mean they're completely bad.
But now that people don't care as much about the writing and now it's just being hyper. I'm not that much an "oldie". I came on AFTER Brookeira, I'm a Crowd Sorcery CBers. But I came on here because I wanted friends who would push me towards being who I want to be: I'd like to have people who can be role models. And the power of being online, of being anonymous basically, is that you learn from ALL these people, older, younger, differently-opinionated, widespread across the world. And now I feel like some people aren't role models or even learning anything: they misuse grammar, turn serious threads into chat, don't attempt to explain anything, et cetera.
And I'm not saying the "old" CB is better. I like the crazy CB. But not the apathetic CB.
(November 7, 2015 - 11:57 am)
I'm sorry, I'm one of the new ones. I want to contribute and be like the "oldies" and help you all enjoy the Chatterbox (CB?). I hope I don't ruin things by trying to help, I want to enjoy the Chatterbox as well. I don't really know what you mean by the 'old' Chatterbox, but if I can help, I will. Also, What is this AE war you are talking about? If it helps you understand how I want to help and get it back the way it was, I think I have a pretty good use of grammar and can RP pretty well.
P.S. I know people name their CAPTCHAs. Any suggestions for what I should name mine?
(November 7, 2015 - 3:50 pm)
Kittygirl, you've got nothing to do with this, don't worry! I haven't seen you do any RP yet, and you seem really literate and grammatical!
Anyway... the AE War. The Alter Ego War. Alter Egos are opposites of someone. Most AEs are hyper, but not all (Shifting Sands, The Critic, and Feather are examples of this). However, that was the idea of the war: the people without AEs didn't like how hyper they were becoming. They claimed that it was disrupting the point of the CB. There was a "war," worse than this one in my opinion. Multiple people tried to leave, a few did (I think), and when it was all over, the AEs had been restricted, but we agreed we could keep them.
However, there were three casualties.
Farewell, Agent Nightcat and DNA, Somebody's former AEs. I still have a drawing of you. Shifting Sands and Volcano Flame strive to take your place.
Farewell, Saint Owl. You were too vicious to be kept. Feather is now at your spot.
(November 7, 2015 - 6:32 pm)
St Owl, I am now realizing the turbulent times that I've stepped into. PLease don't go! Every time I see one of your posts on the CB, I have to go and read it because I think you're amazing! I get so disappointed when people that called first post on an RP procrastinate, because then they're holding everyone else up! If you leave, then there will be so many spots to fill... You were so nice to me!!! Without you, the CB will feel unbalanced. It's kind of like letting a kid that doesn't know what he's doing be the President, get what I mean? You are so full of great charries and ideas and I will miss you.
Love, Scylla and Hallia
Wait, Hallia wants to say something-
St. Owl, how could you leave? I agree with Scylla on the whole "leaving the Presidency to a toddler" thing. You'd be leaving the CB to people that don't know what they're doing. Our ship needs a captain! Our army needs a general! We need an original author to guide us through the storm! you can do that! Don't leave me- no, us, please don't! With Brookeira and Danie gone, you can't leave! We need you! Goodbye, Feather. Goodbye, Devil Owl. And goodbye, St. Owl.... <tears slowly drip down face>
(November 7, 2015 - 9:17 pm)
Oh, Scylla! I'm smiling in spite of myself. I'm not leaving! Surely not! I've been powder monkey of the ship for too long to go overboard now! (okay, it feels like a while. Compared to Brookiera, The Phoenix, and Young Writer, I haven't, but you know what I mean.) I'm merely expressing my feelings... I'm never leaving, not until real life pounces on me and drags me away.
(November 8, 2015 - 10:47 am)
Scylla, I'm just saying in case you were confused, Saint Owl is one of St. Owl's old AEs. They are NOT the same person. When she said, Goodbye, Saint Owl, she meant that that AE is now nonexistint and has been replaced with Feather. Just to clear that up.
(November 8, 2015 - 4:33 pm)
Scylla, I'm just saying in case you were confused, Saint Owl is one of St. Owl's old AEs. They are NOT the same person. When she said, Goodbye, Saint Owl, she meant that that AE is now nonexistint and has been replaced with Feather. Just to clear that up.
(November 8, 2015 - 4:33 pm)
Scylla, I'm just saying in case you were confused, Saint Owl is one of St. Owl's old AEs. They are NOT the same person. When she said, Goodbye, Saint Owl, she meant that that AE is now nonexistint and has been replaced with Feather. Just to clear that up.
(November 8, 2015 - 4:33 pm)