So, guys. I
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So, guys. I
So, guys. I would like to confess something. Lately, I have been feeling. . . estranged from the CB. I feel out of place, like a child who was late and just entered the class. I suppose this is due to my being occupied and not posting as much. I feel like no one really knows who I am anymore. I really want to get rid of this feeling, but I don't have the slightest clue as to how I am supposed to get around to doing that. I need advice and reassurance, and you guys are the best at that.
Madeline and Nina have returned, as you all have seen. I missed them both very much, and want to get to know them better, because I am afraid we really did not talk before they left. If either of you are reading this, here are the basics of who I am.
I am Cayke, and I have been on the CB for year and three months. I am thirteen years old, and I love the Anne of Green Gables series, the Little Women series, randomness, writing, drawing, reading, antique furniture, the 1960-1990s, ice cream, food, babies and little kids, cats, Pusheen, reading the CB's archives, you people, and anything classic! I tend to drown in nostalgic waters more often than is good for my health. I have wanted to meet you for a long time, so hello and welcome back! I am looking forward to seeing you around!
With many sparkly sparkles, custard-flavored pudding, and chocolate flavored caramel cookies,
~Cayke~ out
(August 6, 2015 - 10:04 pm)
Hi, Cayke!
I'm sorry you feel out of place. When I came back, I thought it seemed like you were the one everyone wanted to be friends with. (:
For more details about myself, I am Madeline. I created Fable from Croud Sorcery, and I love anything involving the subject English. I play soccer, futsal, and cross country for sports (you probably already knew that based on my coming back post). People who have done the ski lodges with me know that I have a slight obsession for blue moon icecream -- which I am pretty sure you can only find in the midwest. I am a very busy person, which is why I don't post that much either.
I love art, listening to music, and doing anything creative. I used to run a newspaper called the Thompson Times, a newspaper that my friends, teachers, and relatives al subscribed to. Unfortunately I got too busy for that as well, which I miss.
I'm fourteen and I love traveling, reading, and photography as well. I have an unhealthy addiction to orange juice and chocolate milk. I post some of my writing on the Inkwell from time to time.
I hope to see you around and become better friends with you! (:
-Madeline
(August 7, 2015 - 8:45 am)
Aww, Cayke! *hugs*
I have to admit that.... well, I kind of feel that way myself. It may just be blues about not seeing any of my friends, but... the sense of being special.... well, or a word like that, I can't quite name it, just wasn't coming to me. Many's the time I've started crying into the couch cushions. (but that's mostly because I won't see most of my friends again.)
Do you want to hear a secret? Promise not to tell? We are standing near a wishing well. No, just kidding. Sorry. Before Somebody came along, and a bit after that, actually, you were top on my list of CBer friends. I wanted to be your BCBB until Nora came back. I have to admit I was rather jealous of her. But it's okay.
I can't believe I finally told you. I hope it makes you feel better, anyway.
(August 12, 2015 - 5:18 pm)
I, myself, am not as excited as I used to be about CB. I suppose this is a growing up stage, where you feel out of place any where. At least, that's what the adults say. *sniffs*
Anyways, people are joining, people who you may not exactly feel comfortable with. However, you are still liked, no matter how much you feel like you aren't. Seriously, this isn't a lie. I can't think of any good reason for anyone to hate you, or ignore you, or any thing such as that. You are amazing Cayke! PLEASE know that!
(August 14, 2015 - 9:18 pm)
Cayke,
You are an amazing person! You are thoughtful, kind, and the very definition of a friend. Everyone here loves you, and we would hate to see you go. I look up to you, as do many more, because you are one of those people who everyone loves. You have amazing talent as a writer and are altogether just lovely!
I know that was kinda short, but I would end up going forever if I attempted to write to the full exten of your awesomeness.
Stay amazing!
~Katy
(August 15, 2015 - 11:52 pm)
Cayke, you are an amazing CBer, one the CB would most certainly not be the same without, at least for me. Honestly, I've been feeling that way ever sinse I came here- like I want to be special but I'm just not. Hopefully, It'll pass for you. I don't know about me. I'm a newbie, so I don't know what the CB used to be like, and it makes me feel a little left out. Enough sad stuff! Cheer up! You are a loved, amazing CBer, and I hope you know that!
(August 15, 2015 - 11:16 pm)
*cries and sobs and hugs y'alll* I feel so much happier, and the depression is gone! =) *hugs*
@Madeline: Really?! Thanks, and I hope to see you 'round too!! =)
@St. Owl: .....no words. No words to express my happiness. *hugs* *emotional waterfall* OH MY GOSH I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYYYOOOUU!!!!! BCBB or not, you are one of my closest friends here. =) =) =)
@Danie: I totally get what you mean. But keep your chin up, it'll hopefully improve!!! And thanks!! =))
(August 16, 2015 - 1:51 am)
Awww, thank you so much Cayke! *hugs back* I feel so much better now :)
(August 16, 2015 - 12:00 pm)
Aw, Cayke, you shouldn't feel that way! You're one of the kindest, sweetest people I've ever met! I love reading any comments posted by you, because they literally make my day. I feel like you understand me better than anyone else on here, and I feel like we're sisters. I wish I could reach through this screen and give you a hug. You're awesome, Cayke, and the CB wouldn't be the same without you!
(August 19, 2015 - 2:44 pm)
Cayke~
I know I'm pretty new, and I wouldn't call myself well-known like I call you, but I would love to be your CB friend. And it doesn't have to be like a really amazing friendship where we "talk" to each other all the time and love each othe and then one of us leaves and the other is heartbroken. But I just want you to know that you're a great friend, an amazing person, and someone who could put a smile on anyone's face.
When I first came on to the CB, I thought I was posting too much, and I didn't really know who anyone was. Well, I kept thinking I'm posting so much, I hope other CBers don't mind, And then I saw Cayke all over the CB, posting on so many things, and being so crazy and happy, and funny. And I thought If this person posts this much, I can too. And that's how you became my first CB role model. I know it's a silly story, but it is true.
When I first joined the CB, Winter Firefly had just admitted to impersonating Brookeira, and I had no idea what all the threads about it were about, so I ignored them. Not that this really has to do with anything.
Oh well, I'm sorry but I'm terrible at writing things like this. I hope you understand how awesome you are, because you're definitly one of the most awesome people on the CB. Thank you for being here.
~Dragonrider
(August 22, 2015 - 7:10 am)