Hiatus? Hey
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Hiatus? Hey
Hiatus?
Hey everyone. School started two weeks ago, and I'm feeling very overwhelmed. My ex-friend who left me two years ago for the popular girl is suddenly hanging out with me again and I'm not sure how I feel about that. I'm already getting lost in math, even though we've barely begun unit 1. I'm having a hard time getting into books and I feel like no literature appeals to me anymore. No one seems to remember me, and keeps asking if I'm new, EVEN THOUGH THIS IS MY FOURTH YEAR HERE *deep breath* Okay, I get that it's hard to recognize everyone with the masks and everything and that I haven't really talked to anyone in at least a year, but am I really that forgettable?!?!? And I want to say something to my crush but I kind of don't because they're literally the only person I'm somewhat friends with and I don't want to ruin our friendship if they don't like me back and asdfghjkl
Sorry about that rant. What I'm trying to say is I need to take a break from the CB. I still might drop in to join contests or whatever from time to time (the photography contest looks really cool), but expect to not hear from me for a while. I'll probably come back late October, if I can sort things out by then.
<333 pangolin
(September 22, 2021 - 5:07 pm)
Aw, bye pangolin! Ugh, you're good to rant, all of that is so relatable, especially about being forgettable... I'm constantly scared that the people I hang out with don't really care about me. (also, this girl at school who goes up to people and says she knows your inner thoughts or whatever said basically that about me, it was kind of freaky...:0)
Getting off topic. Hasta luego, hopefully!!
Kali says "ynurt" yogurt? you nerd??
(September 22, 2021 - 5:47 pm)
(September 23, 2021 - 9:36 am)
Yo, no way! That happened with my best friend a couple of times. Now that we're in High school we haven't bothered to reach out, even though we have a few classes together, but since it's always been he distancing herself from me and then coming back, so I give up.
Anyway, sorry to hear about you having a difficult time in maths and losing an interest in literature. Again, I've had similar experience a while back ago also, but I bounced back, so I hope it'll eventually smooth itself out on its own for you. Good luck! Take your time and don't let the stress get to you!
(September 23, 2021 - 2:23 pm)
your decision makes sense and we support you, but we'll miss you none the less!
(September 23, 2021 - 9:17 pm)
Good luck with your friend Pangolin! We are all here for you. Do what you need to do!
(September 25, 2021 - 10:01 am)
Aw, I'm sorry to hear all of that pangolin! I hope that everything works out and you are able to return to the CB happily. Sending some positivity over your way <3333
(September 26, 2021 - 7:43 am)