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This is kinda obvious, who I am. And this is very dramatic I suppose.
But this is something I wrote last night, and it's unedited because I believe that this, in it's rawest form, is my truest feelings. So i apologize for the quality, but it is truly what i felt. Feel. Thank you for your time.
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Nervously waiting for him,
she sat at the table.
Checked her watch; still not here.
Cell on, he hadn't called.
He should have been there.
Why wasn't he there?
Old friend stopped by,
That she hadn't seen in a while.
She remembered their fight
About him. "He's not right!"
She looked up at him.
He hesitated before saying,
"I'm sorry. It's true.
"He's not meant for you.
"Never was, and never is. Let go."
Standing, stumbling. A rumor... no lies.
Blurring faces, dull lights and streets.
He guides her to a quiet corner.
She catches sight, of him.
Running, for him, stopping dead still.
There's another girl.
Hit harder, than he thinks, or knows, or cares.
The words "forever" and "always" and "never"?
Are nothing, to him.
He tries to excuse.
It doesn't work, on her, she's not through.
Politeness and feeling, attempted love.
Onwards, he says, "I'm sorry."
As if. And if only.
A cheater, on a good girl.
She's broken now.
And what, does he feel?
Pity for himself.
Anger, held back, by her, but lashed.
At herself, instead of him.
Her friend, hugged her.
It didn't help.
"He left me, for her."
She cried and moaned.
Anger released. "How could you go?"
He says his philosophy
As if he has any
Is to throw himself
Into girl's hearts and love
And try
And if it doesn't work out
Just go and release
No matter the pain
Casually breaking her heart
As if it is a rock of stone
like his own.
He says they'd never work out
After he whispered love words
And kissed, her first one.
She tried so hard
To make him see
Love isn't like that
It works, it can
But both have to try
And stay. Not go. Just stay. Not go!
He wouldn't listen and now
She's heartbroken
Coffee, no sleep.
Just daydreaming.
About him and her,
The last time they should meet.
He'd say, "I was wrong."
She'd say, "I've loved you."
But for now, she is alone.
Watches him run
Around with the other girl.
And she loves him, all the more.
Wishes he'd come back.
She'd forgive and forget.
She'd love him better and more forever
Than she ever could.
Until then, old friends
Help her depression.
She hides, under makeup
Her red crying eyes.
Clothes bright, and cut
To adorn her loves
Will he notice?
But no, he leaves her.
One day, waking up
She gets and gives up.
Throws out, his picture
There goes her history
His past, not gone
But put, locked away
Nevermore to be seen
Until the day.
submitted by I Think It's Obvious
(November 24, 2016 - 3:14 pm)
(November 24, 2016 - 3:14 pm)
Actually, becuase I have a romantic side, him dumping Beth and Anna were all him, but now he's going to be based off this boy, yes. He's been based off this boy for about a week now, and it's not bad, becuase Bolton was originally like this boy.
I've decided I'm over this boy, because in the last week I've watched him sweet talk my best friend (online, of course), and then dump her, and now he has another girl. Who i expect him soon to dump.
Oh, and the worst part is I'm exactly like Beth. If he asked me to take him back, I totally would.
Hmm. Maybe I'm not over him... but anyway.
Sounds like Bolton, doesn't it?
Sigh.
But LOL... That was kinda funny. I appreciate that you noticed. :)
And Bluebird, that was hilarious, that was such a great picture. Hahaha that totally is making me crack up now, thanks!
(November 27, 2016 - 8:43 am)
And yes, I'm Daisy.
All this happened over (gulp, don't judge) the...
the...
the...
internet...
And yes i know you should never get attavhed to someone over the internet (mayeb they arent even real) but i made that mistake...
and sobs I can't write anything else.
I appreciate all the support and hugs and Taylor Swift and advice and coffee and everything!!!
(November 26, 2016 - 8:47 pm)
Oh Daisy, once again I'm sorry. Like I said, I know how you feel, online or not. You can't help your feelngs, although I would advise you to tear yourself away from a place that can hurt you that much, at least for a while.
But you know what?
Just like you came to be so attached to that person (who hurt you) inline, I have a feeling you're pretty attached to us too. We will always be there for you. Yes, we're online too, but you know that on the CB, we will alway remain true. We will help you get through this. You are a brave person, Daisy. We all already know this, and we saw the poems, we were even more confirmed. It takes a lot of guts to tell people what you're feeling. We will help you get through this, Daisy. We're your friends.
(November 27, 2016 - 10:41 am)
Oh, Daisy. It's okay. Everyone makes mistakes now and again! But then you learn from them! And you can help others get through the same things. I'm so sorry this happened. That's why I'm head IM the kind if oerson that doesn't get crushes anymore. These poems are great, even if they are heart-wrenchingly sad, though. If you need anyone to talk to, or give you a virtual hug, we're here. And if you need a chocolate chip cookie recipe, just say the word. Cookies always help broken hearts. :-) Thunder (my hamster in real life) would like to say he's sorry, too.
(November 27, 2016 - 12:01 pm)
NOW YOU TELL ME IT WAS OVER THE INTERNET?
I guess I kinda was wondering how a homeschooler would get a boyfriend in real life, though. It's rather hard, when you don't have lots of social connections.
:/
(November 27, 2016 - 1:38 pm)
Great StarClan, Daisy. [Yay for bad (Typical Scylla quality) emotional support] Hopefully you'll get over it. This whole ordeal has been rather dramatic, don't you think? Wait a decade or so and you might be able to handle it.
[Note: Do not take any of this to heart (unless you really want to--do it at your own cost) it's just my way of dealing with this sort of thing]
(November 27, 2016 - 3:35 pm)
*hugs*
He's a jerk, and he doesn't deserve you. E can be a jerk too, but he'll be nice to a girl he likes. *hugs*
All you need is love. Love, love is all you need.
(November 27, 2016 - 4:28 pm)
I'm sorry about this, Daisy. I don't know what to say to you to comfort you. I'm really sorry. *hugs* Just... keep being you. You are wonderful.
(November 27, 2016 - 12:29 pm)
*hugs* I'm really sorry, Daisy. You're such a great person, and I just want to let you know we're here for you with hugs and peppermint mochas. *hugs again*
(November 27, 2016 - 6:04 pm)
Well, that guy is obviously idiotic. You are a GREAT person. All of you guys on the CB are. I demand that you feel better, and never have to go through that again. Rrrrrrrrrrrrr.
Also, that was nice poetry.
(November 27, 2016 - 8:28 pm)
*pops plastic fangs in and hisses at the boy, then goes and hugs Daisy*
(November 28, 2016 - 10:52 am)
I can totally relate. I... I'm so sorry you had to go through that!
*Joins group hugging Daisy*
*Bakes Daisy citrus cookies*
*Gives Daisy an emoji pillow*
(November 28, 2016 - 5:38 pm)
Thanks everyone for everything!!!!!!!
I totally am gonna sing some Taylor Swift right now...
(White Horse by Taylor Swift)
Say you're sorry, that face of an angel comes out just when you need it to.
As i pace back and forth all this time because i honestly believed in you.
Holding on, the days drag on. Stupid girl. I should've known. I should've known.
(November 28, 2016 - 7:02 pm)
That is gorgeous writing Daisy, I'm so sorry.
Are you feeling better?
(November 29, 2016 - 8:01 am)
*hugs Daisy*
i just read this thread, I am so sorry! To make you feel better, here is a really dumb music joke:
what do you get when you drop a piano down a mineshaft?
A Flat Minor
ok, sorry, that was really bad ;P hope it helped though!
How could you base Bolton off of a jerk like that? He would never break up with me! Right?
She has no clue does she...
nope...
*walks off to give Bolton homemade cupcakes*
uh oh...
Daisy, if it makes you feel better I could find the boy who broke up with you and booby trap his underwear drawer!
wow Grey, how... um... nobel of you?
I wasn't talking to you, I was talking to Darth Daisy. I have lots of shaving cream right now and glitter if you want to take me up on my offer?
(November 29, 2016 - 10:52 pm)