Chatterbox: Chirp at Cricket

Mei-Xui, Please read this. 

I'm Sorry. Im very sorry for what I said on the Evil Æ War thread. I never should have said it. You have a right to be mad at me. You never have to speak to me again. You never have to join my RPs, read my threads, or mention my name. I understand. I did an awful thing, and no amount of sorrys can ever amount to that. But, when you see a thread that I made, and you begin seething with hate, just remember. I'm sorry. When you see a comment I made on your thread, and you start brewing with anger, just remember, I'm sorry. But maybe, just maybe, you don't hate me. Maybe the CB will welcome me back with open arms. But sometimes I lose my temper. I lash out at people. This might only be the beginning. I don't blame this on bad days, or lost tempers. I blame it on myself. I was the one who typed every letter, space, and punctuation mark of that hurtful comment  And I can never take it back. There's an old saying that goes,

Sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me.

But I know that's not true. My words hurt you, Mei. My words hurt the CB. This is liable to happen again, although I'll try from now on to keep that lion of a temper caged up. Maybe I should leave. Everyone already hates me, I'm sure. You never knew I could be this mean, harsh, un-feeling. Do you guys want me here? Be honest. Would you rather me Leave? When I'm gone, and we're all old ladies and men, please all of you, remember my words, I Am Sorry. 

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