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Ah gosh.I do
Ah gosh.
I don't feel too great right now.
Earlier today I was kind of mad, and ticked off about something unimportant. I said some stuff that was rude and stupid to my friends. I was feeling like that, I guess, but looking back on it, I was incredibly dumb and horrid.
Now they're mad at me.
I feel so sick. What was I thinking? It was the stupidest thing I've ever done and I'm incredibly sorry. What I was upset about doesn't even matter. It was the most petty thing, and I just totally ruined everything. I'm gonna cry.
I want to tell them that I'm sorry, but I don't know if they'll listen, because if someone siad that kind of thing to me I probably wouldn't forgive them. Whenever I see one of their names or a photo, I feel like I'm going to barf. I feel just terrible.
I want to say sorry. I'm really, really, sorry. I almost want them to never speak to me again because I deserve it. I really deserve it.
I'm so stupid.
(June 21, 2016 - 9:33 pm)
That's a relief. We were running out of rainclouds.
(June 28, 2016 - 3:51 pm)
Hey Abi, someone gave you a really nice compliment in the Stone Soup letterbox.
Just thought you'd like to know.
They said:
"My favorite story I have ever read in your magazine is 'Words' by [abigail's real name]. It really improved my vocabulary and inspired me to get a dictionary and thesaurus of my own."
thought that might cheer you up.
Anyway, I agree with everyone else on this thread. Just apologize and don't let yourself feel too bad. Just the fact that you know you were rude makes you not actually rude at all.
(June 26, 2016 - 8:09 am)
You know Abi in real life? O.O
(June 26, 2016 - 11:29 am)
WHAT? *eyes bulge* I haven't gotten the newest magazine yet, is it in that one?
(June 26, 2016 - 12:21 pm)
Yes.
@Mei, no, but I read Stone Soup, a magazine that Abigail sometimes has pieces in, and she told me the titles of her pieces, and I figured out who she was. (Her stories are really good.)
(June 27, 2016 - 5:08 pm)
wow. That's awful. I feel so bad for you. But, I guess all you can do is say you're sorry and hope for the best. If they're true friends, they'll forgive you. We all mistakes. Its part if being human. Your friends should understand that. Give them I real, true apology, and that's your part. You can't decide what they say after that. But I am truly sorry. Here's a virtual consolation cookie. :-)
(June 28, 2016 - 4:47 pm)