Hey. First step: Calm down. And just write for the fun of it. Start there.

Also, read these books: Writing Magic and Writer to Writer: From Think to Ink. Both are by Gail Carson Levine and feature a wide variety of tips to help you write. I highly recommend them to anyone, whether a beginner or a published author.

Hope this helps, and good luck!! 

first step is to breathe

second step is find you favorite book

third read your favorite chapter of that said book

fourth close your eyes for about ten minutes and imagine you a character's (from said book) friend/family member, go on adventures with that character.

Fifth step there isn't one, that imagining you just did, was writing a book minus the writing.

as for the being judged part, I feel the exact same way, why don't you try to get into an RP on inkwell you can write under a pen name without worrying about people liking your work.

writing is an art, you can't force it so here's a simple way of getting into a new story

list 2-5 fave colors:

List 2-7 female charrictar names: (If you have trouble thinking of them look up on google baby girl names alphabecticly)

List 2-7 male charictars names : (use same stragie uas before)

list acouple fave books:

find a plot base the setting and charrictar traits on those of your fave book, use the names you came up with before, give them fave colors animals and other random things.

and last but not least, go on google look up dialgu prompt and go to images

i'll give you an example feel free to use my short storie and extend it   

this is my own prompt I made up feel free to use it.

I looked him in the eye, my heart racing. we stayed like that for seconds that felt like hours, standing in the doorway, people walking around us mumbling rude words.

"What?" I try to sound like the normal me, sarcastic and snarky, but my tone falls flat. he leans towered me and my heart flutters, his lips are next to my ear and i feel his warm breath.

"get down," we whispers. he hand wirls to my shoulder and pushes me down, as a knife flies over my head.

NEVER DELETE YOUR WRITING! First drafts don't have to be great, they don't even have to be good- just put as many words on the paper as you possibly can and come back to edit it later. Trust me- I struggle with the same thing, but try not to read what you've just written. Just keep writing.

That reminds me of the song in Nemo. Just keep writing, just keep writing... 

Also, you're going to find your old writing in like, 6 months or something and then you can see how much you've improved! I enjoy reading my old writing- it might help you also to see how much you've improved, and how much better you'll be 6 months from now. Remember that you are only 13, your writing isn't probably going to be as good as 30-year-old authors who have had years of practice. Your writing may seem choppy and awful to you, but to others it might seem awesome! No one is judging you- that's the whole point of Inkwell, to share writing and (hopefully) get better at it. So, never feel bad about your writing, don't delete it, and keep writing!

1. Whenever you think up a random idea that you want to keep going with, that's your plot. You can also use an interesting dream.

2. Find a name.

3. Start writing. You don't need a plot: just go with what seems right.

4. Find a friend to proofread and give you ideas/advice. I would have never continued with the story I'm writing without my friend's help.

5. If you get writer's block, change something or go to that friend.

I hope this helps!

-Moonlight

You need to work on turning a confusing plot into something with a lot of twists. Write more.

I love to write, and I understand your situation completly! Try thinking of a plot for your story before writing it, and add some interesting twists. I always also read throuh my work and edit it to make t sound vetter. Don't delete it, maybe you can fix it or make it into something totally different!

Good luck, I hope this helps!

OK so I now how you feel but what has realy helped me is keeping a story note book were you write down like what ever pops up in your head this way you get down the base of your story and it does not matter how badley you word it, and then once the base of your story is done you can strart the real story,

Lia M.